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Lady in the room next to me at the doctor's office is moaning loudly and repeatedly in pain. Doctor assured her there are no breaks in her toe but she continues to make much ado over there. Trying not to dislike and judge her.

Also, totally lied to the nurse when she asked about suicidial thoughts. Those have no relevance to why I am here.

are you ok

I think the md needs better sound-proofing.

And I would never tell an md or rn anything that was not relevant to what I went to see them for.

I am okay. Just getting new meds for migraines and blood tests to try to figure out why I have been so tired and yucky feeling for the last couple of weeks. It feels like it did when I had mono.

That does about cover it
The snotty bossy idiots are the junior Stopdogs and the passive snivelly idiots are the junior Shakeys. (Or perhaps Snapes...)

I'd never be an elementary teacher either. I have loads of respect for those who are...

I was not the snotty bossy kid nor the snotty sniveller. I was the weird snotty silent kid who treated it all with disdain.

SD.. That's why it do important to have awesome teachers, great adult friend volunteers.. Those snotty nosed bossy idiots, need good role models to be functioning adults. That said, not everyone is called to work with children.

Feeling kinda funny tonight but can't put my finger on why! Urg. Hate when this happens. It's not really good or bad yet just funny.

Saw grandma tonight she seemed kinda out of it. Nothing new, she's seemed that way since she got "home" from the hospital almost a week ago.

I'm trying to find work I can do from my home. Not easy...a lot of them I've heard can be scams. No degree...mistake? I dunno. But I gotta find something.

Uhm...sorry for the ramble.

I was just writing that in my journal when you posted this!! I'm feeling off too and can't figure out why either!! Different/odd don't know the name for it. It's not pleasant!!

Medical billing can be done from home. Medical coding too. I was going to look into those as an option a bit ago.

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Had a horrible time hiding my anger today at work. Ready to walk. . .

This is getting ridiculous. i can't move about my own yard without ear of running into this neighbour. I need to do laundry and put my rubbish out . They are piling up. I get to the top of steps and i an frozen. I have run down late at night for the rubbish but I amy have to take the washing to a laundromat..

I would do them for you if I could. Know how you feel.

It's raining buckets here tonight!

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That is awesome to hear, Ellahmae. (The epiphany, not the impossible deadlines!) How did the appointments go?

Must get out of bed and get myself to T. It has been really difficult to control my feelings of overwhelming sadness and loneliness and anger in my last few T appointments... it worries me a little. Between appts I mostly feel numb, and dissociate quite a lot, not very badly, just so I never feel quite present, and it's hard for me to understand what people say.

And I really don't want to go to work afterwards. Maybe I'll just go home after, and work from here - I have no meetings or teaching today and so am not required to be on campus. Several unpleasant things going on at work, and I avoid going there unless I really have to.

Crocus. Hope your day is relatively peaceful.

Not everyone is as stoical as you.

There are many kinds of fear. What is the threat you feel?

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(That's "T" for "therapy", not "therapist".)

I really don't know I think a fear of being attacked.

Hugs to als of you brave people that need/want them.

Hey coucharoos, anyone around? Hope everyone has a good day! Be back soon.

Hey DD - I'm halfway through the afternoon here, and having the kind of day I deserve - utterly miserable.

Crocus- hope your day gets better. You really do deserve better. No one deserves to be utterly miserable.