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A current example. My pdoc's daughter has died from cancer. She was just out of college. I need my pdoc, he is not available. Those are facts. I need to figure out a way to get what I need that doesn't involve pdoc. That is a fact. What is not a fact is the idea that he has bailed out on me like other important people have done. Or that he is the only way that I can get help. Or that if he really cared about me he would be available. Or that he will never return to his office. So CBT doesn't solve the problem, nor help with my feelings of desperation. But thinking about the situation and keeping my brain to the facts means that I am not freaking out over being abandoned and that helps me stay more mentally clear and do the problem solving I need to do. CBT also doesn't ease my feelings of sadness for him and his family, nor my feelings of uncertainty about if/when he will return. |
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Since reading this thread I have been contemplating all of this. I wrote an email to my counselor (we only do phone chats - she's with my insurance company) that CBT wasn't working very well. Her response was that maybe I needed to seek support "out in the community." Well, she knows I already tried that and couldn't find adequate support I could afford. So then I started to think that maybe Epictetus is a comfort for those, like me, who find themselves in extreme conditions. What I mean by this is that my life is quite hard. The last thing I need is for my counselor to abandon me because I have been unable to adequately do CBT on my own. My difficulties are straight forward. I need a good job, I need a better place to live, I need more money, and I need more social connection. These would improve my mental state. But these things are not easy to come by. I live in a very competitive part of the country. Epictetus himself did not have an easy life. He was born a slave, was physically abused, his intelligence did not win him a great life, but he survived. Epictetus speaks to me because I have sustained a lot of loss. Some of it may have been due to my incompetence. But not all. Just like you losing your mother at so young an age. It brings to mind the great writer Leo Tolstoy. He lost his mother at a young age. It affected his entire life and he returned to it again and again. He tried following the Stoics...but in the end it was love that saved his sanity. He did not remember his mother but she represented unconditional love. So when he was older and in a suicidal and spiritual crisis he returned to her memory again and again...and from there applied what now might be called radical self acceptance. Maybe if we combined CBT with love it might work better. I think that's what Linehan tried to do with DBT.
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Thank you for this. It was well thought out and well written. I suppose it is also proof that although DBT may have had some of its original roots in Stoicism it is not Stoicism. I feel so sad about your pdoc losing a child at such a tragically young age. It is truly beyond my comprehension to imagine such a thing. Very, very sad. You sound like you are coping well and using CBT to a gold standard. I am very impressed and inspired.
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Regarding the comments about Stoicism.
I just happened to watch this video today:
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My business is to teach my aspirations to conform themselves to fact, not to try and make facts harmonise with my aspirations. T.H. Huxley Last edited by shakespeare47; Apr 17, 2017 at 08:50 PM. |
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I can understand this in terms of not being so reactive. I would probably just cut to the chase and say that X or Y person is an idiot. Because no one wants to be wrongly blamed. Why does it have to be about me and my history? Also, what is wrong with being upset? If someone is a bully or an idiot --- or maybe someone is unmindful and doesn't think before they speak...it would engender negative feelings. I guess what matters is the degree of the transgression. For instance, I am not one who gets too upset when driving. There are a lot of idiotic drivers who do stupid things like turning without a turn signal. I just made a choice long ago to not let it bother me as much as it could. I may flare up if I am put in danger (like from an idiot driver who almost hit me during a snowstorm this year) but then I move on...and that works. However, I recently was fired, and I think unfairly so. It has cause me great distress and hardship. I suppose eventually I will let it go. If I get a new job, maybe. But in truth I have been fired unfairly a couple other times in my life and it always, always hurts to think back. I just try not to think about it. But surely getting fired recently brought up those old memories. I am beginning to think, from this discussion, that DBT is a softer more loving version of CBT. I don't see how it is healthy to change feelings towards injustice to mean something is missing in our own personality.
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For Epictetus, and the Stoics in general, the key to the best life possible, a flourishing life, (Eudaimonia) is that one is making progress towards moral perfection (by focusing on the 4 cardinal virtues).
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My business is to teach my aspirations to conform themselves to fact, not to try and make facts harmonise with my aspirations. T.H. Huxley Last edited by shakespeare47; Apr 17, 2017 at 08:54 PM. |
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Okay, I just refreshed myself on Epictetus by reading his bio on wiki. I took for granted that his leg was broken by his owner. Wiki says that maybe he was lame from birth. The stuff of myths. It also says he lived alone for most of his life. Maybe he was upbeat...but maybe also fairly emotionally detached. He may have had a "cool" temperament to begin with. Being a scholar and writer this may make sense. An ivory tower sort of guy. Since many people with MI deal with a very "hot" temperament...it is a stretch to emulate someone whose main goal is to progress towards moral perfection. I tried that. I even have a Masters in Divinity. I would say that when my life is going smoothly I admire Epictetus. I loved studying spirituality and philosophy. But when I am in a very bad space in my life...physically, fiscally, and emotionally...as right now...then old Epictetus kind of grates on my nerves. (I do have my own spiritual practice. And as a rule I am not an angry person. I do think, however, that the world has gone mad, and that people seem to take for granted that violence is okay. I make it a point to remove violent and angry people from my life and it helps. I may suffer but more peacefully.)
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I know that he cared enough about an orphan that he took him in and raised him as his own son.
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Really interesting conversation - thanks! I didn't remember anything about Epictetus's life, just his odd admonition not to get too attached to kissing one's wife!
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Thanks for this reply- your last line really spoke to me. My therapist uses compassion really actively. He has a background in CBT but the compassion is much more in the forefront of what he does.
I have never really done CBT but to me the most useful aspect of having a therapist trained in it is that there is a sense that there are many techniques that the therapist can use to help you feel better. I had a person-centered therapist who retraumatized me, I think largely because I dredged up all this trauma and then he had no idea what to do with any of it- his orientation didn't seem to allow him to to make any recommendations. I was just supposed to sit there in this little stew of trauma-induced fear and sadness and somehow work my way out of it through talking to him? It didn't work for me. My current therapist clearly thinks much more about helping me figure out how I can help myself, and also how I can be kinder to myself. It feels like there is a lot of love/compassion/kindness in the room, with most of it aimed at figuring out how I can channel it to myself to better take care of myself. Don't mean to ramble, and not sure I'm making sense, but this is a very interesting discussion. Quote:
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Haha. Is this true? Don't remember this one...
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Okay, what you describe seems like ideal therapy to me. I think what I am missing in my present experience is love and compassion. That's why I have been turning more to my own spiritual practice. In the end that is what Tolstoy found that worked. He did not like all the aspects of religion that focused on miracles and such. But he found comfort in the ideal of brotherly love, and compassion. At the same time I prefer CBT and DBT over what you call person centered therapy. I have way too much crap in my past and don't want to dredge it up. I know that some people seem to benefit from this. But I hate to dredge it up and then not know what to do with it. I really just want to feel safe in being able to take care of myself and my basic needs. Frankly, I am surprised at how many people seem to have everything they need in life and are still so disturbed. That proves that some people have conditions that seem more biochemical. I feel my anxiety and depression are circumstantially induced. So CBT is good for that.
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What I learned was to distinguish when my emotions/reactions are completely normal, rational, proportionate, etc., from those times when my emotions/reactions are disproportionate to the event. There is a big difference. I had a hard time really knowing the difference, validating my own feelings when they were perfectly "normal," and knowing which reactions were a problem. I thought most of my life that pretty much all of my reactions and emotions were wrong. So, behavioral work was really helpful and validating because I learned to honor my emotions and respect them, and I learned how to treat my emotional self kindly and in healthy ways in those moments when the emotional reactions were actually over the top and out of proportion (and how the heck to tell the difference.) It has led me to a place of much more internal peace. |
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When I first went to therapy I had the impression that I was "bad" and I had to learn to "control" my emotions. I had no idea that other people are not better at "control", but are in fact feeling ok in situations and that's why they don't get upset! There is a lot of CBT in schema therapy and it has helped in the way Lola describes here. |
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I learned about CBT in a group, peer led, of women who were in various stages of recovery from various addictions/codependencies. It was actually more REBT I think, because this was a long time ago.
Basically we shared about things that we found upsetting and then we brainstormed how to think about them differently. There were some in the group who were wise and some that weren't there yet. But we all contributed what we could, we didn't judge, and especially we never blamed each other for being a mess. We just wanted to be calmer, more content, more serene. I went weekly for 4 or so years. It was very helpful. I can't even begin to say how helpful. But I just passed 30 years sober and am coming up on 30 years married. And this despite a serious mental illness. I credit that group for much of my success. |
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VA training manual for therapists doing CBT. https://www.mirecc.va.gov/docs/cbt-d...depression.pdf
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Do you have any evidence that Leo Tolstoy tried following the Stoics? In A Confession, he mentions Epicureanism (and Buddhism, and Schopenhauer).
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I think lolagrace made a good point...that CBT is not saying to invalidate all emotions...but to parse what is appropriate and true. Her comment helped me greatly. Thank you lolagrace!
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The main concept behind Stoicism is: Virtue is necessary and sufficient to flourish as a human being (attain Eudaimonia). (if Roddenberry had gotten it right, then Mr. Spock would have asked himself on every occasion, "How can I practice the virtues?") Quote:
The Stoics also acknowledged just how harmful lust and anger can be.
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My business is to teach my aspirations to conform themselves to fact, not to try and make facts harmonise with my aspirations. T.H. Huxley Last edited by shakespeare47; Apr 28, 2017 at 10:13 PM. |
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I forgot to mention that the quote in my previous post was taken from the article on Stoicism in the Stanford Encyclopedia of Philosophy.
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My business is to teach my aspirations to conform themselves to fact, not to try and make facts harmonise with my aspirations. T.H. Huxley Last edited by shakespeare47; Apr 29, 2017 at 07:01 AM. |
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My business is to teach my aspirations to conform themselves to fact, not to try and make facts harmonise with my aspirations. T.H. Huxley Last edited by shakespeare47; Apr 29, 2017 at 09:30 AM. |
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