Well, its four weeks down, 3 to go. Feels like the longest time of my life. Have been away the last few days, which has helped distract me. Now, I find myself getting nervous about returning. This is just soooo difficult. Thank you so much to those who have thought about me and stood by me. It really helps.

[MissCharlotte]

((((((((((kindergirl)))))))))))

Wow, it's more than half way over!!!!!!!!!!

You are so brave. Much more so than I would have been. T will be back before you know it.

Keep hanging in here. Have you been able to keep the relationship alive in your heart? Oh gosh, I'm sorry the pre-T nerves are beginning already, it's way too early for that.

Oh, I'm still thinking about you and admiring the strength you have for getting through this very very hard time!

I'm glad the majority of the time is now behind you--yay!!

You can do it... you ARE doing it! This reminds me of times when I am in despair and convinced that I can't take care of myself...the thought pesters me and causes me much grief.. then I realize that the whole time I am in despair and grief about it... I actually AM taking care of myself!

Going back will feel odd only for a very short time, then the warm enjoyable familiarity will come back and you'll feel sooo good.

(((( hugs )))) keep up the great work getting through this rough time... it will pass.

[bipolar_bear]

You are doing so great. Over half way. It is natural to feel nervous after this length of time but once you get there I think you will fall right back to where you were. Take care.

BB

[Caramee]

It's still a long way to go . . . do you have any plans for the next three weeks?

Hang in there . . . it's so hard.

Thank you all again. Every little bit helps!