[lauren_helene]

and I'm feeling very sentimental and I'm in deep thinking mode. Today seems to be a good day to talk to T about our relationship.

All good stuff I'm always so nervous to talk about the relationship. I'm afraid he'll feel weird...or maybe I just feel weird talking about it with him half way across the room

How do some of you jump into a conversation like this? I am interested to know some tips...I'm too blunt and it never comes across emotional even though I feel all of the emotions...

Am I making sense today?

Hope you are all doing well

i wrote mine a letter. That was easier to get out some of the initial tough stuff.. and we went from there. i may be weird but i find talking about the relationship with T in session almost as helpful or not more helpful than anything else we talk about. Right now it's very important to me that he get to know me, really know me. i don't know why and so i find that those sessions leave me feeling buoyed up somehow.

i hope you find a way to bring it up... maybe something like.. "i feel kind of silly/embarrassed/whatever about this, but i need to talk a bit about how you and i relate to each other and this whole process..."

i don't know. good luck though.

much love and peace