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#1
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I feel sick to my stomach. I had T today and was asked if I was still anxious about my health and if I was still doing some habits that I wasn't supposed to. I said that I was fine and I hadn't done the habits for a week (which was a lie). On the contrary, I wasn't able to eat, sleep, or focus on anything but my health anxiety and two nights ago I was crying hysterically in my moms bed and sat up until 5 in the morning until my body just shut down and I passed out and slept the entire next day.
I guess the reason I lied was because I didn't want to let my T down because when I said I didn't know what I wasn't supposed to, my T got so happy and said she was so proud of me and I'm extremely motivated about my goals. Now if I tell her I lied, who knows what shell think of me and how disappointed shell be. The only way shell know I was lying was if I email her about it, which Im contemplating. (My T always encourages emailing). Im stuck.. Any thoughts? Thanks! |
![]() LonesomeTonight, mostlylurking, Out There
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#2
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I think the longer you wait before you admit you lied, the harder it will be. Since your T encourages email, do that. You should probably talk about it in session, too.
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![]() BonnieJean, LonesomeTonight
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#3
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I agree that you should e-mail sooner rather than later. I'm sure she's used to having clients not be completely honest with her. She'll still support you even if you didn't accomplish the goals. And I don't think she'll be disappointed in you--she will want to help you feel better. Hugs...
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![]() AnxiousGirl, BonnieJean
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Thanks guy. I guess what I'm worried about most is that this will ruin her trust with me. Because if I lied now, what if she thinks I'll do it again you know? On one hand I want to hide the face that I lied and on the other hand I don't want to hide the fact that I still have severe anxiety.
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![]() LonesomeTonight
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![]() AnxiousGirl, LonesomeTonight
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![]() AnxiousGirl, LonesomeTonight
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#7
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Thanks all. I'll be sure to write an email and most definitely apologize to her tonight or tomorrow. I feel bad for what I've done.
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![]() LonesomeTonight
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I don't think T's usually feel betrayed when we lie. I think they understand that we are afraid to tell the truth sometimes. In T, I think lying can be different from in the real world.
Sharing the truth with your T will help you feel less guilty, and help you and her be on the same page about where you are. I think both of you will be glad when you tell the truth. |
![]() AnxiousGirl, kecanoe, LonesomeTonight, mostlylurking
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You all make such good points. Ill send the email and tell T the truth. Hopefully I feel more calm once I get a reply saying it's all good.
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![]() AllHeart, kecanoe, LonesomeTonight
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