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Old Sep 27, 2007, 07:10 AM
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Since Mondays heavy session, I've had a feeling of contentment and peace come over me. I keep checking to see if I may have gone completely mad and not noticed it? LOL

But no, I seem to be able to find the saucepan in the kitchen and still use it correctly and am not wearing it so I guess I am sane? LOL

But its like a big load of regret has been replaced by a actual belief that my life today is here to stay and I am not going to be catapulted back into the dungeons of an unhappy childhood.

I keep looking at my family, hubby and 3kids and boyfriends and galfriends of kids and feel this wonderful sense of awe! There mine! what have I done to deserve it?

I keep looking back at things that have caused me great pain before and see it as just part of what made me who I am today, instead of looking at it as something to be rid off.

Maybe I am mad? Perhaps I'm sitting a padded cell fantasying that Im sitting on my sofa feeling content and glad to here? and in a minute some food will be passed to me via a hatch in the door? LOL

Either way, I guess either I'm not mad and am finally happy? Or I am mad and don't know it anyways? LOL

I feel good, is something wrong? :-) I feel good, is something wrong? :-) I feel good, is something wrong? :-)
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Old Sep 27, 2007, 07:39 AM
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On another board someone used a signature of "Trust Happiness." I just loved that. I have embraced it and hope you might consider it too. Sometimes we are just so used to being in a funk that it really is hard to accept a bit o' happiness. Enjoy it mouse. Welcome it.

I love your posts.
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Old Sep 27, 2007, 07:46 AM
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Old Sep 27, 2007, 07:57 AM
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Mouse, that sounds wonderful! You are not mad, just happy! Feels great, doesn't it? I have been happy too--maybe it is a virus we are catching. I hope it spreads to everyone here on PC.
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Old Sep 27, 2007, 11:08 AM
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It's the I-almost-died-but-now-I'm-mending fever break? You know how good you feel that first morning you wake up and feel good after feeling crummy for so many days?

It's a bit like falling in love; the infatuation stage only stays 6 mo.-year and then you settle in; still "comfortable" but able to get your wits around you again.
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