Couch 167 1/2; Tennis Anyone?

Well. I am with C. We had a lazy day. Too hot to go anywhere. Change of shift in an hour and a half. I feel bad I fell asleep for about an hour. Oops.

Then to go to CVS. Busy day today.

Speaking of hot.... It's supposed to hit 108 degrees F here this weekend! Good thing i plan to be inside all weekend working on homework!

Wow. 108. I thought 90s was hot. Lol.

Listening to Beatles radio on Pandora with C.

interesting. i haven’t seen that in my research, but i mainly search for attachment and prematurity.

I want to go home and pull my blanket over my head.

It can't decide whether it is going to storm here or not. It gets dark, thunder sounds off in the distance, some lightening appears, but no rain.

Today was an easy day at work. Easy days are good. Now I don't go back to work till Wednesday. I think I’ll take a nice long nap.

Going on a sort of blind friend “date” (like friendship!) with a woman (and her friend) who I met in a FB group for parents of kids on the spectrum. We’ve chatted a bit online but nervous about meeting her in person (and wondering if her friend will be like, who is this weirdo?) I hate social anxiety...

So I passed the pretest for the pharmacy tech course, 32 math problems I missed one. My friend took it today too and she missed 3 I think. I really hope we both get selected!

I couldnt sleep at all last night. Then i had a ten am appt with t, so i just got out of bed at seven. Then i melted waiting for the bus, then the bus was cold, then ts ac was broken so i got hot again, and back and forth like that for hours, and walking, and my knee hurts, and i got my "other" pneumonia shot done, and i have that feeling where youre too achy and exhausted to sleep. I need lemon ginger honey tea. And a lemon ginger honey to bring it to me!

I love that kind of weather

It must be Groundhog Day—I am sitting exactly where I was 24 hours ago, waiting for Piaf, who had an unexpected opening today.

The front desk staff for the building now recognize me.

I have never had three therapy sessions within a week before. I already feel drained.

I had a friend set me up on a blind friend date, and we're now probably closer than I am with the original friend. Good luck!

Feel the fear and do it anyway.

Don't you like that?

To me, being recognised is a good thing. It validates my right to be there. It means I'm not a stranger, an intruder, an imposter, an irrelevance. It's like being on the team or one of the family. In a good way.

I'm a "face".

Yeah, usually im a "butt".

LT-

I had 2 blind friend dates years ago. (Like 10 years ago). One turned out really nice and we got together a few times but she had 4 kids and I have none so it was hard to find time for her to get together. We lost touch. The other one turned out to be a total quack. (Won’t go into detail)

Did I hear my name?

ETA: though I am more of a lemon nutmeg honey.

I had a medical procedure yesterday and am still feeling sick from the anesthesia. I know that it takes months to get out of the body, but I'd thought I would be feeling more normal now than usual. The doctor's office called to follow up and I told them how I feel. They said next time, to let them know so that they give me a different kind. I'm trying to eat, but it's just so ugh.

Y'know guys I've come to realize something. It's really a good thing that my beat up old car doesn't have a radio in it. I do some of my best thinking driving that car. I worked out the stuff about the family issue today on the way home. I'm settled with it. I'm looking forward to sharing the whole process with t next week.

I have learned so much in therapy. SO much. Not the least of which is how to trust myself enough to just sit with things until I can figure them out. As much as I wanted t yesterday/last night, I'm glad now that I have this stubborn streak that wouldn't let me call her.

I had a horrible evening, couch. The worst part is things went to **** immediately after I left T and I hadn't really had anything to talk about in session.

(((fille_folle)))

Glad you learned lots in therapy.

Hugs to all who want (Tapatalk doesn't let me hug).

Of course you are. sd's ginger, youre maryanne. CE is gilligan, and im the captain. Everybody knows that.

Eta - everybody knows i get a little delirious when im illin', right? I know, how can we tell, LOL.