[MissCharlotte]

Dear T,

Tonight I opened up and showed you some of my deepest wounds.

You didn't meet me there. I scared you. I knew that this pain is ugly and I'm sorry I showed it to you. But pain doesn't come in neat little packages. Sometimes it spills out and over even though we wish it was tidy. Sometimes old pain becomes new again even though we try to contain it somehow. If I am going to love myself you have to lead the way and show me. But I don't think you can.

I will simply cry my eyes out tonight. And when I feel exhausted, I will put my pain back where it belongs, and I will do what I need to do in order to get by. I'm so very sad.
You hurt me deeply and I don't know if I can continue our work. I am crawling back into my shell. Split is better. Then the pain is contained and I can function. This is %#@&#! up. You are an arrogant %#@&#!.

[jbug]

*gentle hugs* I am very sorry this happened to you tonight. I wish I could make it all better and that the pain you experienced tonight hadn't happened. Feel free to PM me and vent if you need to.

Jbug

[MissCharlotte]

Thanks Janniebug,

I don't know how this happened. I just can't stop crying. It's as if a someone left the water running.

Peace

[sunrise]

sister, I'm so sorry. (((hugs))) Such pain and your "chosen one" could not meet you there.

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</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">I wonder if he knows? Can you tell him and give him a chance to repair? I know he means so much to you. Therapists f**k up sometimes.

[jacq10]

((((((((((((Sister)))))))))))
I'm sorry you are in so much pain right now I agree with sunrise though, are you able to tell him how much he's hurt you? Sometimes T's too need a little help in order to take the lead.
Gentle hugs
Jacq

[ECHOES]

(((((((( sister ))))))))))

Sometimes I think T's need time to process our sessions too.

Hang in there, call him, write to him, throw things at him, and keep talking.

((( hugs )))

Hey there.

I'm not sure what exactly happened, but you obviously did not get from him what you needed. I'm worried about you. Have you called him since? Are you seeing him Thursday? Please hang in there. You know I'm here any time you want to talk.

(((((((((((Sister))))))))))))
I'm so sorry that you are in so much pain. Please take care of yourself!

[Fuzzybear]

I know exactly how you feel.

[Mouse_]

{{sister}}

[MissCharlotte]

I am feeling a tiny bit better but very very raw and teary.

T reached out to me and we have begun a dialogue.

I'll be back.

Complete misattunement? Unsure as of yet but I will figure this out.