Ever since my T's surgery on tuesday, and the phone call to the hospital ( they had no one by the name I gave that was their ( her name )). After that I had feelings, emotions, and thoughts of things I never want to be true, so rather then helping myself by calling I hurt it even worse. On top of my depression and the reason I'm in therapy, my T is in the hospital, or perhaps home.

I'd like to think she was at a different hospital, ( i called the local one thinking she would be there, but....) Being a teen isn't easy, I need my T...weekly....2 weeks without her..and I'm numb, beyond reality. I've never cried so much, I try my best to keep my mind off things, but at night when im trying to sleep my mind wonders,...visions of T come and their things I dont want to EVER EVER come true........plz...guys..what do I do...I need to know she's ok...wrong or right...I love her..as a person....she's my T.....the only T....for me...

Dustin

I'd like to think she was at a different hospital

Moonkin,

If T is or was married, she might use her maiden name professionally and her married name for everything else.

My P-doc does this and the first one I had did it too.

dustin sweetheart....i'm sure that she's ok.....as hard as it may be i know that she would be very proud of you if you remained calm during this hard time for her......leave her a nice message on her machine......she will appreciate that you are thinking of her.....

[Izzyparker]

I agree with everyone else. Your t more than likely uses her maiden name professionally. She is recovering. I know my t loves it when I send her cards. You can make her one or buy her one. She will smile when she thinks of you. You will see her again soon.

Or she's just not at the local hospital. Sometimes they go to a different one for whatever reason. I'm sure she's fine, and gotten taken care of. She's probably at home recovering and relaxing.

[Perna]

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My T did that; I saw her for 18 years and have no idea what her married name is.

Dustin, can you take any comfort in the fact that if anything were wrong, someone would call you to change or cancel your appointment? That has happened to me; my T was away for a death in her family and someone else called me to tell me she'd be away for a week more.

[blah__x]

Dustin!

(((((((((((HUGS))))))))))

im sure she's ok.. i agree with Perna, you'd know if she wasnt.

be strong, not just for me or anyone at PC, but for YOU!
keep messaging me let me know your ok..

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