Couch 176: The happy cake couch

I'm here, sweet Lemon. I'm sorry you're feeling bad. (((Lemoncake)))

Thank you NP, but I still blame myself for getting sick and thinking maybe i am just be self indulgent.

I see T at 11.40 and it's only 5.29 am here.

How was your camping trip?

Awww my little Artie. I took a screenshot of your message and it made me cry.You guys are the best. But I don't feel like I deserve you.

Gonna spam the couch to get to page 100.

You deserve so much love. You're always so kind and helpful to me and everyone and I appreciate you a lot!

You're not being self-indulgent. You're struggling. It's ok that you're struggling. The T-client relationship is a powerful one and it's ok to struggle without it. I'm glad your T is back. I have an 8 day break coming up and I'm worried about it but you've just made it through a lot longer.

I haven't gone camping yet. This coming weekend is a holiday weekend in the US so it will probably be impossible to do it then. Maybe the week after that or something.

Im going to write all these kinds words out eventually on a card, so I can see them. I did the same with the stuff T has said. Maybe one day i'll believe it.

How's your painting coming along?

It is taking forever to dry enough to paint the words on it that I want to. I moved it outside haven't checked it in a couple days gonna go check it now... ETA: it is almost dry! Hopefully another 24 hours and I'll be able to paint the words in my signature on it and it will be done.

NP you are so right that the T-client relationship is a powerful one....

The very first time he was gone for only a week I still acted out. A break is still a break even if it's for 8 days and it's natural you would be worried.

I remember watching this show where the kids camped in their own home- their garden. The best of both worlds xD.

I'm thinking what kind of paint is this! I've only ever really used poster paint.

Do you know where it's going to go in your home?

(Lemoncake)

It's oil paint but h told me after the fact i should have diluted it or something lol now he tells me! haha.

I'm going to hang it in my office since I'll be working at home soon...

Well I'm going to bed, night couchies!

I wish I was sleeping as soundly as she is right now

Where do these cats learn their poses from?!

8 characters

Ooooo I think that explains it!

Goodnight Artie.

At least it's 6.11am. Still 5 hours 29 maybe to go and i'm up and pacing the floor. I'll read notes I guess now that i'm up.

7:32am

I this play on youtube in the background and I felt like it helped. When You Feel Like Giving Up with Rick Warren.

47 mins.

I'm munching on a chocolate croissant.

*hops into pocket*
I hope it goes well

in other news... Hi couch, I hope everyone is ok I have 3 weeks of vacation (maybe more, depending on if I failed or passed my exams ) so might be here a bit more than usual. I hope that’s ok.

Yummmmm!

I always like you around