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Originally Posted by MoxieDoxie
I did take a break. 4 months almost I had no contact with him. I stopped about 2 weeks after the shutdown and we went to virtual. It was the worst summer of my life. All day everyday I stalked him online, I did maladaptive day dreaming of him, I was depressed, suicidal idealization, I wrote several times a day to the Betterhelp T about this and how I was suffering. I could not take it anymore and in August I wrote to him asking to take me back and try to work this all out.
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I didn’t realise you’d already taken a break. As I was writing my post I had wondered how helpful it was to say what I said, as, if you thought that taking a break would help, you probably would have taken it already. I’m sorry you’re having such a hard time.
Jan 31, 2021, 11:46 AM
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