[Taylor27]

I see my therapist tomorrow and now I am having flashbacks to 2010 when I was raped by 4 strangers. I need to tell her and yet things have been so stressful me being unwell for the past few months, I have reumatoid arthritis newly diagnosed, i am also in the process of changing family doctor because he wont take me serious now. I also worry about my therapist she has told me if she goes into private practice she will still see me. She may not be able to work at the clinic i go see her any more due to not being able to get vaccinated because of health reasons. I feel overwhelmed with everything. I have allot of problems accepting my body, health, and mental health it's like I see 2 people of me, i don't know if that makes sense. Thank you for reading

[SlumberKitty]

HUGS Cheryl. I'm sorry things are so difficult right now. I hope T can still see you and help you since you've made a lot of progress with this T. HUGS. Kit

[Rive.]

You have a lot on your plate and that does feel overwhelming..

I hope you are able to get some support and derive some comfort from seeing T today.

[Taylor27]

I saw my therapist this morning, I explained to her about the rape and how i just started to remember. We did not focus a whole lot on the trauma as im feeling pretty overwhelmed right now. I am glad though she did take the time to understand where I am at. She seemed really down today but stayed focused on me and that is a good therapist.

My emotions are all over the place right now, just talking about what happened to me seems unreal to where i feel shame intense saddness.