I'm so so scared of any form of rejection from my T. She hasn't ever rejected me but the thoughts still linger. Its crazy how my mind thinks up ways she can reject me.....I feel that my bond with T is so strong that I dred it ever seperating, or coming undone. I constantly come up with things - she knows of them and does her best to tell me their not true. I feel like e-mailing her often but I'm afraid of rejection but I know somehow it won't happen...yet i think it will...bah I dont make sense do I? Bah.....obessing over T...issue within itself...but how can I not obesse when she's the only "real" person who cares that I have in REal life/my area. Help
Dustin

[Perna]

Instead of obsessing on her and whether she'll leave you or not, can you obsess on your school work and doing it well "for" her? Use her to fall back on (since she cares and will support you) for other possible rejections.

You do make sense, your hurt and worries are valid. Just practice worrying about getting rejected other "places" and she'll be there to help until you don't need to worry so much anymore.