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Old Dec 03, 2023, 09:05 AM
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before anyone says anything I WILL DIE BEFORE GOING TO THE HOSPITAL

so i dont remember but i was struggling so I tried calling my team's on-call. They call back within 15 minutes. No call. THen the message says to call NH Rapid response. On hold for 30+ minutes and I hang up. Trie act again. Nope. rapid resonse. Nope. 988. Chat with them for a bit but they're just like "whyyyy is act not talking to you and do you have any other supports? (lol no, I am fighting or NC with EVERYONE).

Ive been abusing benzos anda i think some benzos i took this morning had some of the good ole zombie drug in it because i am fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuked. also I need stitches but I just took some tape to it so that works too.
there isnt much help, but virtual programs can be good sometimes right because vodic isnt all because now we have virtual and I'm going to ask my case manager tomorrow to do the php she's been wanting me to do for a while.

I don't even remember my Friday therapy appointment. I knkow I fell
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Old Dec 03, 2023, 11:34 AM
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988 was chatting w/me + then just went silent for 10 minutes???
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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Old Dec 03, 2023, 12:12 PM
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Ugh, I'm sorry you were let down by all those services. I hope doing the PHP program will help you. Do you know if that offers any after-hours support?
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Old Dec 03, 2023, 12:44 PM
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i do not
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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Old Dec 05, 2023, 04:00 AM
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Look at this shyt. ACT NEVER called me back and every time I called the crisis line I was on hold for 15+ minutes (and gave up because fk that).

The ACT message is "leave your name number and we'll call back in 15 minutes. If we don't, call back."
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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Old Dec 05, 2023, 06:59 AM
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Trying again. NH "Rapid response" my ***

Edit: ha actually got through! Literally just explained my history and she said "well, we can send someone out to evaluate you and tell your treatment team you called." and that was that. Helpful....
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"

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Old Dec 05, 2023, 07:05 AM
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So sorry you are going through such a rough time. Keep trying and keep posting here , we care xx
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Old Dec 05, 2023, 11:22 AM
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Hmpt some response! You deserve better.
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