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Apr 24, 2008, 05:04 PM
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I feel dead sometimes in the spaces between when T is on vacation. The dead feeling is a numbness. In a weird way I don't even want to go back to therapy next week. I have found myself totally pissed at him for going away and then of course saying to my self "Well, he's on vacation, that's normal."
Then I think I'll just punish him by canceling a session next week. I wonder if these are my different self states speaking. I miss him, I'm mad at him, I can' stand the pain of reconnection so I would rather avoid it. Because if I don't reconnect I won't have to go through this again. Arggghhhh Of course I won't do any of these things but right now I'm mad at him. It makes it easier for him to be away from me. So there!! 
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Apr 24, 2008, 05:11 PM
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Apr 24, 2008, 05:13 PM
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(((((((((MissCharlotte ))))))))))))))))))))
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Apr 24, 2008, 05:35 PM
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I have been where you are and feel for you. Mine was this past Christmas. T had said where he was going and he was all excited about it and would be laying on a sandy beach...
I was having a rough time emotionally with therapy stuff but I thought it was good in the end to hear that. I mentioned to him that I was mad at him but we didn't explore it. He does have a life and it gave me some reality. It is painful though.
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Apr 24, 2008, 06:26 PM
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((((((((((miss)))))))))))))
well.... i was down last night when t didn't call like she said she would... and ... i have a hard time identifying with "mad" when it is about someone i like. but yeah... so more to the point - they become unreal for me. like they were never real to begin with. i keep saying i could call her... but i don't. because her family is more important than me and that is how it should be. i can't get myself to bug her. Miss- I totally forgot there even is therapy next week. It is like groundhog day - this week just keeps repeating. Glad you said something, or i really might not have gone.
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Apr 24, 2008, 08:43 PM
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((((((((((((MissCharlotte))))))))))))))))
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Apr 24, 2008, 08:47 PM
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(((Misscharlotte)))) absolutely this is a normal response to think about... taking back control, getting "back" at T for leaving / abandoning you. I hope you go back when you should too.
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