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I just go back from therapy, my therapists/Pdoc office is next to the stabilization unit, i burst into tears going there. I do not want to cut right now, but I have revisited the site of my cuts many many times today-i take the bandages off of them and just look at them with disappointment and anger and I feel like I am a really bad person. I have alot of healing to do, we talked about my S.attempt and I cried and told her please don't make me go back to the Stabilization unit, she told me that she thinks it would be good for me, but that is my choice-right now I do not want to-earlier today I was all ready for it, but my mood dropped drastically and now in a way i want everyone to leave me alone, but at the same time i want to talk to people because i am scared to be alone- not sure if that makes sense. i will most likely end up there tonight, i am a failure...
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(((((((((((((( purplebutterfly )))))))))))))))))))))
![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() You are not a failure. If you ever need to talk feel free to PM me.
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I know what you mean--it makes sense to me. It probably would be good to go, but I understand. Try to think positive. Tomorrow is a new day! Keep posting, emailing, venting however you can get it out. It will help. {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{purplebutterfly}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
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((Purple))
Anyone who is reaching out is not a loser. You are taking care of yourself in the best way you know how right now. I think you are brave. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
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((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))) miss charlotte is right about reaching out!!!
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I'm so sorry you are hurting so bad right now. If you do end up back at the unit, that doesn't mean anything but that you were strong enough to get the help you needed. It means you are brave and hopeful.
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(((((((((((((((((((purplebutterfly))))))))))))))))))))))
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![]() peace and love nightbird
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I think your awesome for being so open in sharing your problems. I have a hard time talking about my problems, even with my T, or an anonymous discussion board...
So... take it easy. Life is a learning experience. Making a bad decision doesn't mean failure. Best Wishes!!!!!!!!and come back and talk to us. ![]()
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