[puckyjan56]

I feel so bad because I panicked and called my T at home. She told me this past session not to call her home because that is her haven. I have been feeling so bad about it every since. It feels like a knife in the gut. I knew I shouldn't have but I had asked her to make a call for me and I knew she hadn't taken the time, so I called her and asked her to call Debra at the office to finish it. I left a message, now I think she is mad at me. I wrote her "I'm sorry" card and mailed it to her at the office. What else can I do? I love her and would hate to lose my time with her. I couldn't handle a new T at this time. What?....puckyjan56......

[ECHOES]

((( jan )))

I once called T at home when she was on break at Christmas. At midnight!!! It was an accident--I clicked on the wrong number listed with her name in my cell phone directory. I meant to call her other number. I realized what I did when it rang and the answering machine didn't pick up.. Uh-oh. I disconnected, but she called back right away and I had to apologize for calling her at home (I didn't want anything, except to hear her voice on her recording!) and waking her at midnight. I was SOO embarrassed.

You've apologized and that's all you can do. She may not be happy about getting a call at home but you and she can talk about that next time. You won't lose her. It's going to be okay.

[lauren_helene]

I don't have my T's home number...

I don't think you will lose her she must have given you the number so why isn't it okay to use it?