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Jul 01, 2008, 07:39 PM
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is out again. on a conference. lots a stuff surfacing; anger a lot, confusion, pieces of the puzzle that make sense some days and not others. i have emotions and then forget why i have them... and i can't process it with her. i did send her an email about my flashback (in DID) and she did actually respond with a "Hang in there" which was nice. But it reaffirmed that I will not see her this week (otherwise she would not have written).
Thankfully i will be seeing my divinely sent MD.  and am working up to telling her something really important but also something i have a lot of shame around. it has to be written or the alters will switch so that she only gets the "best" side of us. I'm still not sure i can hand it to her, but it has a big impact on my health, and is really important. i'm just scared about it. i haven't even given it to T yet.
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Jul 01, 2008, 08:09 PM
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((((((((((((((((((((((( kiya ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) So sorry T is gone. That's so hard. I hope you are able to find the courage to give your wonderful MD the thing you are going to write down. Whatever it is, it must be time. You are so brave about so many things....I know you can do it. 
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Jul 01, 2008, 08:24 PM
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Jul 02, 2008, 10:44 AM
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> i have emotions and then forget why i have them...
I do too and I am not multiple... It is very frustrating/frightening, because (for me at least) I feel I need to understand so I can get help and then I forget the understanding -- at the very times I need it most...
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Jul 02, 2008, 03:54 PM
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(((((((((((((( Kiya ))))))))))))))
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Jul 02, 2008, 11:46 PM
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t called me to check on me
!!!made my night.
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Jul 03, 2008, 03:41 AM
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(((((((((((((((( kiya ))))))))))))))))))))
That is awesome 
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Jul 03, 2008, 07:12 AM
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I am so glad they called!
BB
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Jul 03, 2008, 12:46 PM
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Me too!! Said she knew i was having a hard time and wanted to check in. And that even tho she has no time this week when she gets back, if i NEED her, she'll make some time. =) Very nice of her.
Today I see my MD... still working on if i can give her the written update or not that I'm debating.... I am fortunate to have such a caring medical team. kiya
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