[NuckingFutz]

taking it easy since i got home from the hospital. I signed up for a lesbian coffee club a while back and tomorrow i am going to meet with them for a free concert in the park. I am still a little shakey and scared but i am going anyway because i need to get on with my life...no excuses. I might even enjoy it. To be honest, i still think of mr. Crackhead once in a while, but will probably keep him as a fantasy lover in my head for those naughty drawer nights. I did not expect for me to attempt to end it. Guess i will need a lot of counceling and a lot of support from you fine folks. So is this a good game plan?

[Rhapsody]

((( HUGS ))) - getting on with ones life is a good plan, take it easy and don't push to hard... take it one day at a time.

[Elysium]

Hey there!!

Glad to hear that you're going to be getting out of the house!! Just be patient with yourself and take it slow. Being outside in the fresh air and being a part of humanity is a good thing and hopefully will be refreshing for you.

Fantasies are good too! As long as they don't hold you down or keep you from moving forward, I say enjoy them!!

As far as your attempt to end things.....It wasn't your best idea, but there is no going back now so do your best to take something positive away from this experience and grow from it!!

I hope you have a refreshing day, and yes...we're here for you and you got our support!!

Take care!!!

[Typo]

(((((((((((((NuckingFutz)))))))))))))

[Fuzzybear]

((((((((((((((((( NuckingFutz )))))))))))))))))
I don't know you well but I like you (and your user name ) We are here for you and kudos for sharing your thoughts and your progress with us (its more than I can often do )

As Elysium said, being a part of humanity is a good and healing thing

[*freak*]

Glad to know you're feeling better
Your plan sounds more than good to me.
Good luck