ignore this please

[ZilchHour]

When you acept someone as friend then you cannot ignore his/her nonsense anyway ;-)

No you are not numb. I have neither seen you, nor your art work at the blogger, I needed the invitation. But with whatever interaction I have with you to date, it seems that you have everything in you. Your concern for yourself, your urge to break free, your desire for improvisation, so on and so forth. Had you really been numb, senseless or powerless, you would not have ben writing or talking too much. the words you say and things you discuss, these do not seem to come from a weak or numb person. As you speak and express, you inject more and more energy, not only into your own self but into the people who have the chance to read and hear you.
All you need is some fruit, I guess to start up with. May be an apple would do.

And love is the soul of the universe.

Regards
ZILCH HOUR

Originally Posted by zilchhour

When you accept someone as friend then you cannot ignore his/her nonsense anyway ;-)

No you are not numb. I have neither seen you, nor your art work at the blogger, I needed the invitation. But with whatever interaction I have with you to date, it seems that you have everything in you. Your concern for yourself, your urge to break free, your desire for improvisation, so on and so forth. Had you really been numb, senseless or powerless, you would not have ben writing or talking too much. the words you say and things you discuss, these do not seem to come from a weak or numb person. As you speak and express, you inject more and more energy, not only into your own self but into the people who have the chance to read and hear you.
All you need is some fruit, I guess to start up with. May be an apple would do.

And love is the soul of the universe.

Regards
ZILCH HOUR

Thank you so much for this...I think it's good that I am doing something.
I thought I was going to be OK, and I've been telling myself that I can go through this again... But the pains are so unbareble, I had to let it out.
When I started posting here, I was so scared that ppl might get mad at me for saying something silly or get judged...

I feel like I finally found a home, safe place for me to tell others about my feelings and stories and share...

I do get discouraged sometimes simply because I am just scared about so many things.

With all the encouragements and support from this place.
I feel quite safe and I finally belong to something.

Yes, I haven't been writing or painting... I just kept everything inside me.
with your encouragements, I'll keep writing... let out my feelings...

BTW, my blog is open for anyone now.
I think I am feeling quite safe in here which is good

[ZilchHour]

You are welcome.
Thanks for opening the blog to everyone!
The bad patch like not being creative comes and goes. If you are not writing or painting or doing anything new, just think about the trees and crops or even the seeds. They remain fruitless for substantial part of the year befor bearing the fruit of the season. They are actually working on something good, seemingly doing nothing. So this bad patch or inert feeling will pass away and you would create something marvellous, may be your masterpiece :-)

I have seen Babel too, great movie anyway and thanks for sharing great taglines.

Regards
ZILCH HOUR