[bridgie]

Ilove him. I know that much. My mind is playing tricks on me. Making me see things the way I normally don't. My bf txt to see how I was like he normally does but I'm tire of txt so I'm ignoring them. And I sort of don't care. I'm afraid of having this work. I'm nauseaus think about him a bit. But also don't want to let him know I'm a ltl enthralled by him. So I'm holding back no rushing. None. Things are going well I just want them to slow down and mayb backwards a ltl ways.

[Gabi925]

Okay, I read all. That's like you need someone listening to you. I think you are doing well. :-)

[Pomegranate]

((((Bridgie)))) Are you saying that you are feeling pressured and need the relationship to go a little slower for you? If that is the case you should communicate this to your bf, you may be surprised that he will understand. If you tell him how you are feeling in a kind way, if he's a good bf he will at least try to understand and help meet your needs. If all he does is think about himself and what he wants, then I think, he's not such a good bf.

[bridgie]

I don't feel pressured so to speak. Its that in my head I usually end up finding reasons to end it. I don't want to end it so if I stay where I'm at or go back a step I won't have new things to find. My family tells me all the time to stop and I want to stop I don't know how to stop.