[Jess Petty]

sorry for being on her *****ing about my life so much. i seriously thought
i would be well off for awhile. but idk, im confused as hell.

im walking her to class this morning and some dude stops her to say hi.
i didn't think anything of it, im not the jealous type so i kinda kept walking
until i noticed her waving me back over. when i got back to them

"Jesse this is "Adrian" from class, Adrian this is my friend Jesse."

i couldn't believe she introduced me to this cock as her "friend". after
how much she "blah blahed" about wanting to be together.

i gave her a look like "what the ****?" but she didnt notice because she
was too busy smiling at "Adrian".

i got really angry and shoved her books into her chest and told her to
carry them herself.

i didn't go to class today. i don't know why, just angry. i just drove around
campus for about 2 hours. i ran in to volleyball chick and got her number.
turns out she has a name too. "Britney".

it's a little past 9pm here now. i still don't feel like going home. im so ****ing pissed.

*edit* oh and sam has been calling and texting me all day. asking me what's wrong.
and believe me, that's not making me any less angry. *edit*

[phoenix47baby]

you have a right to be angry----she calls you a friend in front of a classmate. I'd read her the riot act and question her as to your status. Good Luck

[lotusflames]

i can understand why you're angry but if you dont tal about it then how are you going to know the reasons behind what was said?

relationships are difficult. and they're hard to get used to for some people to. it may have just been a slip of the tongue and you're making it in to something more.

please, talka bout it

i'm sorry jess. it may not be what you're thinking though. she may just have felt unsure if she should go public with your relationship, if you guys haven't yet, and so was playing it cool out of respect. also, if she's never had a boyfriend before it's kind of awkward at first referring to someone as "my boyfriend". hopefully, it was just a misunderstanding between you guys. it sounds like she's a bit clueless and awkward at all this right now, so don't jump to the worst when these things happen. the fact that she called out to you to meet this guy adrian pretty clearly shows she isn't interested in him. if she were, she would not have made a point to introduce you to him. yeah, just keep talking to her jess. pretty much everything you end up saying here is the stuff you need to say to her, but a bit calmer. don't retaliate or punish her, just talk to her. i'm sure you realize punishing her didn't work too well last time but talking to her did. and please stay away from the volleyball chick. that is only going to muddy the waters.

[Jess Petty]

i decided to go home last night. well, this morning really. at around 3am.
she was already in my bed asleep so i just flopped down next to her and
fell asleep. i woke up not so angry and went into the kitchen and we talked
about it.

she then said that she just wanted to see if i would get jealous.

im kinda pissed off that she would put me through some ******** test.
but im relieved to know it didn't actually have anything to do with the other dude.

im just so tired right now from lack of sleep, so i don't really know what
im going to make of any of it. im just going to go back to bed. don't
feel like going to class today.

dang. games are so not cool.