Husband drinking again...I'm scarred

Hey Everyone,

Well he's back to work, and back to his old self. I was worried about vacation, he was actually pretty decent. But I got up this morning and he totally disrupted my morning routine. I walked right in to the vacume cleaner. Stubbed my toes, and screamed at no one like a truck driver (if ya know what I mean).

Then I came downstairs, and on the bottom landing was a basket full of dirty closes.
WTF. So My morning didn't start off very well. I'm so pissed, like nothing has changed. These are just some of little things he does without having to speak to me. To let me know what he wants. God it's friggin aggrivating. Oh and this is the best one. I go to get things together for my cardiologist appt. insurance, med list, and etc. I went for the checkbook and it's gone. I can't find it anywhere, so I call him at work,'did you take the checkbook?' I asked. He said,'Yeah, I need a few things." (sunofabicth I thought) 'You know I have doctors appt, today. Now I have to cancel it." I said. He said,'oh well you'll have to reschedule,got to go". And just hung up on me.
I have no cash, and I can't get money out of bank cause withdraw slips are in the checkbook. Damn him!

Sorry, just had to vent before I blew-up. Poor babies, don't understand they think I'm mad at them. Gave them a treat and patted them.

Why does he do these things! He knows how it infurriates me. SORRY! I'm gone.

Can't you just go to the bank to withdraw money? All you should need is your identification.

Hope your day gets better.

I don't have mt acct#/ I just canceled. Screw it. In a really pissy mood.
Sorry.