[addipaddi]

im in a relationship i am not the happiest in. But for some reason i cant leave. recently i did the worst thing ever and cheated on him. the guy i cheated on him with has a girlfriend aswell, so its not like anything is actually going to happen between us.
my partner doesnt know any of this and i really dont want to tell him. we have had previous issues but then we get over it and i go and do something stupid.
Im just lost in this world and everything has fallen apart...except for my relationship with my partner but for some reason i feel i need to tear that apart aswell.

I really dont know what to do and i would really appreciate any help i can get!!

[Leed]

Hi ~ Something is making you 'try' to ruin this relationship. Like you said, you're not happy in it, so evidently you're going to try this way to get out of it. You wanted to get caught - but you didn't - so what are you going to do next? LOL If you're not happy, why not just tell him that this relationship isn't working and you just want to be friends? There's no point in stringing him along if you don't want this anymore. Just have a quiet, calm chat and tell him that it's over. The sooner you do it, the kinder you're being to both of you.

I wish you the very best. God bless you. Hugs, Lee