Very Frustrated and Trapped.

I can relate completely, and I know how it feels to be scared to leave, being alone and completely independent. I also have children too. I love my boyfriend, but his bad days are becoming more making his good days less and less. He speaks harsh...the harshest I've ever heard a man speak to me. Things I also wouldn't repeat. I myself couldn't give encouraging words on how to escape the situation or change it. I can't get my crap straight neither, but I can say I know how you feel, and I know it's like walls of stone sometimes. Personally I just avoid the fights, when I feel one brewing I change the subject, or get "distracted" some how... Just try to get your ducks in a row now, and set up a back up plan for yourself and your children if all else fails.