totally lost :(

lately me and my boyfriend split, we come from two different cultures, we were very happy. i was meant to move in with him and a few days before i did he cut off all ties with me, we never argued and i couldn't see why. all i got from him was that he loved me but wasn't allowed to be with me and that this was really upsetting him. he lives miles away from me and i packed up my life to be with him. now i am left with nothing. i am now lost and i have been feeling like i don't want to be in this world any more. we also had a miscarriage a few months back and from it i had depression. i cant sleep, eat or think. I don't no why he has ended it. i am quite shy and don't like to talk openly about how i feel.

(((((lost00)))) I am so sorry to hear about your struggles.

I feel for you. I know how happy you must have been to start a new life with him, only to have it end with no closure for you. I'm not sure if you can get closure from him, but regardless, you CAN start the healing process for yourself. Focus on the good qualities he saw in you and go from there. Reach out for support like you did in your post.

I can relate to your post. Keep posting.

Wow this sounds like a bit of a surprise! I'm guessing that this information isn't much comfort right now. Glad you could open up here and post about it. You mentioned some depression, do you have a professional you can talk with about this? It's one of those things that would be helpful to talk through.