Doubts...

How can I tell if my boyfriend really loves me? I know that's a silly question... But I've been feeling really lonely lately. No one really talks to me anymore and even though there are people at my lunch period that say they're my 'friends' I end up sitting alone everyday. I feel like I don't have many people that care about me anymore. And because of that I'm starting to get paranoid that my boyfriend will leave me. I find myself getting really upset and doubting our relationship because of things that happened ages ago. I feel like if he had another girl to go to he'd drop me in a second, and I keep trying to stay positive and try to find proof that he does love me but... I keep finding reasons to believe he doesn't love me.

hey Halcali. hugs sound to me that you are going through a rough time atm. I know how you feel that you think your bf will break up with you (except it was my gf). one thing that I know helped me alot is that you have to find some other things to do in your spare time to keep you from thinking about this to much also these feeling and thought's are flawed your bf wont just break up with you for no reason so don't worry about that. mabye you should try and make some more friends to hang out with? one thing you can do it talk to him about what you are felling not only will it let him kno how you fell but if he thinks you are not telling him something he might get a bit upset/worried. just a few thought's hope I helped out .