[red_rose]

For 6 long years I have taken on alot of things, My relationiship is SO VERY WRONG ,Things aren't the same anymore,It seems I do everything and the other half hasn't done much of anything for me.I don't know what to do anymore.I feel like everything is my fault. Nothing I have done is right or good enough . I am very unhappy and don't seem to have a say in anything,I just do everything and keep my mouth shut,I try to talk things throught is doesn't do any good the more I try the more I fall on my face,over and over I fall, I don't know who to talk to,I need help on this and many other things ,I just don't know who to turn to or trust anyone anymore ,Things in this have gone down hill over a few years,I'm confesed on what do do with all this .I feel like i should blow.I thought i was doing the right thing by coming back .But I feel like I made a big misteak in my like and I have paid for it,Who do I turn to now that my mother is gone? I feel everything I ever did in this was wrong, I've lost hope on saying and working things out becouse of so many lies,mistrust ect....
I feel like I didn't do anything right in this. I have no family to turn to or friends to help me out,I lost everything becouse I thought things were going to work out this time,I guess I was wrong.
Any advice out there for someone who is lost and confused.
RedRose

i am so sorry that you're in such pain and turmoil now. please, please don't blame yourself. you're doing the best that you can do right now. we all have times where we are confused and full of pain and we do things that aren't good for us. you need to find a minister or someone objective to talk to. and talk to us. we'll help you through this. love, pat