dilemma(s?)......

well if anyone remembers i told you guys i was gay. well, more recently i have started to like guys alot more then i did. maybe im ? anyways, last week and this week has became officially me best times ever. lol. well, last week at school i found out that about 4/5 people like me like me!! i was like, omg..wow. anyways, i then go to a party on saturday. we played truth or dare, and people (guys) picked truth, and they were asked who was the prettiest, prettiest hair, who would you with lol, etc...they all picked me! lol. i was like, aww. then this guy keith at the party whose my friend kept taking pictures of me with the camera and his camera phone too. he then had a dare to just do a peck on the lips with me.. i was like, wow..lol. damnn, im getting popular! lol..anyways, i then go online last night and my friend dion leaves me a comment on myspace saying (Well, proms coming up....?) im like...ooh? then he leaves me another comment saying he needs to talk about it when he see's me. lol. im like..uhmm ok> does he like me? then his friend who im talking to now, IM's me and says he thinks your really hott, and he says your upsest with him. im like..whaaatt? i never said that, i dont really like him hes nice and really cute but idkk. he might ask me to prom now i think. lol. i dont know what to do. hes a little bit of a player and he lies alot. buttt, idkk. what do i do on that one if he asks me? idk, i want to go especially since one of my good friends at school is going. lol. she says, dont go out with him though if he asks you, go to prom but dont hook up with him. lol. im like..uhm, ok. thenn, his friend who by the way, is amazingly gorgeous! is hitting on me right now, and asking me to go out on a date,etc. lol. im like..wow, i have a lot of guys who like me. lol. this is awesome!! but then on the other hand, i want a girlfriend too. heh. idkk what to do. and if i go to prom with dion, what is my therapists going to think after i told them a 'secret' lol. idkk, me confused...i need adviceeeee. lol.

*deb

Wow, quite the dilemma, I think. Although I think anyone would love to be in your shoes right now, I bet it is quite confusing and all that. You may or may not be gay. I mean yeah, to the average person they would say yes, but there are some things to ask yourself. Would you ever consider having sex with a guy? I think that's where the truth lies.

I went out with a butch lesbian who was extremely into women and still is, but she was still able to say which guys were hot or not. She would never sleep with a guy, though.

Me, I'm bi, so I'm def into both. And then there's the possibility that you are bi and that you just thought you were a lesbian. I mean I was bi when I hooked up with the butch and when we were together I decided that I would just be totally lesbian from there on out...it didn't work out that way...I'm back to being bi again.

but I never do deny the fact that I love women or that I want a woman.

Well. I like have read that like 3 times now and like I still don't know what that was like all about. Am I crazy?..lol

It sounds like you need to think about what you want out of all of this. Good luck with it and I hope that you have a good time.