Wish for friendship....

I want to talk about my relationship with this guy that i used to go to school with, and ran into at uni. Its a messy, random story, that i forget parts of and am confused about most of. I won't go into details yet. However, i had an idea about why he is uncomfortable talking to me.

He knows i have had at least one suicide attempt (sorry to be so blunt) I think he may be worried that if he gets attached to me, has feelings for me, he might lose me and that would be painful. He doesn't want to interfere with my feelings when i am feeling so sensitive to others around me. Just a thought. He is a very friendly guy, and i could tell how much he liked me when we spent some time together in class. I still send him the odd message, but he doesn't feel comfortable replying.

It's always possible, as you might tell me, that i've done something to offend him. At this stage, i don't believe i have. Nor am i being too sensitive about it. I do not want to just 'get over it'. I have moved on but i still think about him, because i liked him.

Cheers centralies!

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