[lastchance22]

I struggle being alone... I hate being that debby downer girl that noone wants to be around but I can only pretend for so long that I'm happy b4 I br8k again. My roommate said I'm family! But she's going to hang out. W/my ex tonight... she knows how I feel but I also made the mistake of telling her that I ddnt care if they hung out... I'm not her mom so I can't. Tell her not to hang out w/my ex... but it hurts though.. I know I still have feelings for my ex and I'm trying to avoid her. I ddnt sleep last night and I can't breath properly.. I feel like I have 100lb on my chest. What's wrong w/me!?!?

[jaxter23]

(((((lastchance22)))))

There is nothing wrong with you!!! Its quite normal to still have feelings for an ex and to jealous or uncomfortable when a close friend hangs out with them! I still have feelings for my ex even though I broke it off and I still get jealous to see him with another girl! Its perfectly normal and I know it is really hard right now, but I promise it get better. People say "time heals all wounds" and I never used to believe that, but its true. With time things get easier! I'm really sorry you are feeling this way right now though! I know its not fun, but it will be ok. Try not to focus on it (as hard as that is) and do something for you! Do something you love or something to take your mind off things. I hope it gets easier soon!

[Callmebj]

lastchance, I don't know about your roommate/friend, but to me it is an unwritten law
that you don't date a friends boyfriend, ex or otherwise. Just a courtesy that may have gotten lost in today's world. Not cool of your roommate at all.
hugs, bj