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Feb 23, 2006, 10:57 PM
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After months of thinking about breaking up with my bf, he broke up with me! Things were going really well, I dropped the other guy and focused solely on my bf. That wasn't enough. He found out I had an interest in someone else for a while. He said I had cheated on him, I had not. Well, it's over.
It's what I wanted to begin with, right? So why do I feel so awful? I am depressed, almost suicidal, and my self-esteem is rock bottom, my confidence is rock bottom...I guess everything is rock bottom. I cut too. He won't try to work it out with me. No couples therapy, no nothing. He is leaving me. My biggest fear...for someone to leave me. He won't even talk to me at all. I guess I had this one coming and I deserve it. I begged and pleaded with him. That didn't work. I tried everything to get him to give me another chance. It's a no go. I found myself thinking like my ex gf. I wanted him to stab me repeatedly. I know I'm probably overreacting and that this isn't the end, but it's like the icing on the cake for me right now.
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Feb 24, 2006, 02:55 AM
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Lex, I'm sorry that you're hurting. I hope you are able to get some sleep and see this whole thing more clearly and less painfully in the morning,
Love, LMo
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Feb 24, 2006, 02:56 AM
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And I will talk to you more about this tomorrow, if you're feeling up to it. For now, I just want to say that I'm sorry
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Feb 24, 2006, 03:56 PM
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Lex, you wanted this, right? I'm wondering how much of your pain is your pride hurting and how much of it is your heart. It's not easy to get rejected even if the outcome is something you wanted.
Think about it...
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Feb 24, 2006, 04:12 PM
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Lexi -
I'm sorry for your loss. It is normal to feel all the ways you described. Please don't hurt yourself though on top of everything else. Find some little ways to be good to you today. EJ |
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Feb 24, 2006, 04:23 PM
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Lex, I think it's normal to feel the way you do too.....
Sending you wishes for safety and healing, Fuzzy
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Feb 24, 2006, 05:40 PM
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I am here for you Lexicon!
I know it hurts. I know it is something you wanted but now that it is here and not on your terms it is hard to accept. Please stay safe.
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Feb 24, 2006, 05:58 PM
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i'm sorry, lexie. xoxox pat
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Feb 24, 2006, 09:11 PM
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lex......i'm sorry.......be gentle with yourself
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