[saku]

some please help me out there....i dono how to live this life without him....i loved him and still loving him deep from my heart eventhough he has eventhough he has cheated me....we both loved each other other for 2 tears and i know that he loves but i dint show my love to him in this 2 years jus before 4 months i told my love to him and i am mad on him i cannot live without him i love him very deeply more than anything...i dont look his facial attractions or his dressing his or to have sex...its something diffferent i felt from my heart that he is the one for me whom god has decided and kept lots and lots of love on him and became mad on him...we used to chat daily in facebook he used to talk well and we were like a couple speaking with each other we used to speak even about sex when we talk about our future and how our life should and how should we lead our life in future.....he also will speak lots about about his and about the members in his family but suddenly one day he told he doesnt liked me or loved me at any time and he hates me....now he dint even contact me after that but i cudnt change my love for him and couldnt think of another person in a position were i kept him in my heart...i couldnt think of someone as m husband other than him....i beg u please someone help me to come out of this...i want to die and get out of this pain permanently....i dont want this pain in my life....my death should look like an accident so that my parents shouldnt feel please someone help me.....expecting a reply as soon as possible...please beg u all.....

[Yoda]

I am sorry that this is so difficult for you right now. I am glad that you came to psychcentral. I hope you find the site helpful.

[Leed]

You have GOT to stop talking about DEATH. NO MAN is worth dying for!! If he was SO MEAN that he all of a sudden told you that he didn't care for you anymore, then he's NOT WORTH it anymore!!!

Don't waste your time on him. He's very CRUEL. He shouldn't treat you like this. You need to find someone who loves you as much as you love him. THIS man does not!!!

Don't even THINK about dying. Find a good therapist to talk to because you need some help. OKAY? Please -- talk to your doctor too. Don't wait long because you need someone to help you. Do it today!

Best of luck sweetie. We ALL care about you. Get the help you need. Hugs, Lee

[bowhunt72]

I just lost someone very close to me. We were extremely serious about each other, leaving our partners for each other, living together as much as possible, meeting the families, shopping for wedding rings, planning our dream wedding for as soon as my divorce was final. I asked her what would happen if it came down to a choice between her rich but abusive ex boyfriend; and love, but no money, with me. She told me she would choose me. Then it happened, and she caved and chose him and his money over me and love. That hurts. A lot. But you have to keep going. I can't predict your future any more than I can predict mine, but I do know you have to face it and keep putting one foot in front of the other and see what it holds. I know you're hurting. Just reading your post makes me hurt for you. But you have to go on. Set small goals. Promise yourself you'll make it through the end of the day, just one day. Then do it again tomorrow. Keep working at it, and your life will slowly come back and show you what else it has in store for you. Stay with us. We're here to help you.