Did anyone ever died from having their feelings hurt?
I don't mean like suicide. I mean if having ur feelings hurt is equivalent to having cancer. You just wait to die or get treatment. We clock in and out on the Internet at work. I was gonna ask how much time I report exactly since I took over all but an hour of someone else's shift and I have my lunch break. I had no idea my supervisor was in the middle of writing someone up for whatever. She said I was interrupting and told me to go somewhere. I went home and cut myself, but not before being a little short with the coworker being wrote up for laughing at me. The fact that he laughed was part of why I cut myself. Now I wanna know when I'm gonna die without killing myself. I wanna be with God and I wanna know when he'll take me home with him.

[doggiedo]

aw, I'm so sorry that you are feeling this way. I think we all feel that way sometimes.

Feelings are one of those things that can hurt so intensely that we don't even know what to do with those feelings. It seems like that might be happening here maybe? It's almost like you can't even stand it anymore - I usually just want to hit myself in the head and say snap out of it, but that's easier said than done

I'm right there with you.

Although it sounds like you didn't do anything wrong with accidentally interrupting your supervisor. It seems like you were being very considerate asking how much time you had. And maybe the reaction of your coworker laughing was his/her way of brushing of the situation. People handle things differently. I find some people who can laugh things off - god bless them! Maybe s/he was trying to lighten up the mood?

hang in there hun. You ok??

[Leed]

I too am sorry that your supervisor snapped at you and the coworker laughed. Everything happened at the same time, and my feelings would probably have been hurt too.

Instead of cutting yourself, next time if something happens to upset you try to say a little prayer and breathe deeply to let GO of the hurt -- get the hurt OUT of you. But don't cut yourself anymore. That doesn't solve anything sweetie, and it doesn't effect anyone else -- all it does is hurt YOU. And why do you want to hurt YOU. You didn't do anything wrong, right? All you did was ask an honest question. So you had no reason to cut yourself. Now, I KNOW that's not the reason you're cutting -- it goes much deeper than that -- and you do need someone to talk to about it.

Can you start seeing a therapist? You really should be seeing one, hon. I hope you will think about it and make an appointment. God bless and take care. Hugs, Lee