[greyclouds]

Cos I don't think I have issues like most?
And most of the time I fine.
I'm a good person.
I not hurt full I care about other people's feeling.
So why do I always get ignored? Why do people always turn there backs to me?
I don't want sympathy I just want understanding.
Surely that not to much to ask?

[yellowted]

I feel the same, no matter how hard or little i try to help others, when i need someone there is never anyone there.
People are too tied up in their own world to notice others, especially those in need of being noticed, that is what has come from being a species who is never satisfied with what we have, always trying to improve things, want more etc.

[greyclouds]

(( hugs)) I'm here. You heard me I hear you.
It makes me cry. When I feel invisible.
If it want for my kids I know I would be dead.
I feel that they are the only ones who would be effected.
I don't wont there world to be grey like mine

[yellowted]

kids are a great reason to still be around, embrace and cherish them.
the only thing that has kept me around is not wanting anyone find my dead body,
no one should have to go through that as it would change their lives forever
i don't want to be responsible for that besides having tried a few times and am still kicking (in my mind at least) i guess it is not in my control as to when my time will be up!
I have seen four, some loved ones some strangers,
the affect each one had was different and all ones i will never forget.
I believe i am here for a purpose, just sometimes the pourpose is unclear to me.

[greyclouds]

We are All here for a reason I don't know mine, nor yours.
Nor do I always believe. In god, but I do believe we have to fight what ever is thrown at us.
Somedays it's easier then others.
I not always the post I just wrote.
But no matter how poo I feel I always try to remember, there is freedom if I keep fighting I will one day win.
I don't always have the strength but people like you, we support each other helps.
We hug, understand we fight for are for each breathe cos although we want to die we scared we just want to live normally

[cat333]

You are not alone! I wonder why it is this way myself. I am so sorry you feel these things because I know they are incredibly painful. I am hoping to find something on this forum that will somehow take my mind off my pain and I hope you do too. I guess that just knowing that I am not the only one around who is different and can't seem to "figure it out" is in a warped way...comforting. I don't know...just know that there are others out here who do understand you.