[drowning]

thanks for all of your replies you guys have really made me think about things i know i need profesional help but its hard for me at the moment becuse of my situation right now i don't have a car and my job keeps me really busy. this guy is just always on my mind its the first thing i think about when i wake up and the last thing i think about when i go to sleep i know this might sound awful but sometimes i think that if i had keep the baby maybe he would still be around the rejection just raelly hurts. is it crazy of me to think about one person so much? my boyfriend has no idea i feel this way he is a great guy but like i said there is absoulutly no passion, and the passion i shared with this guy was unbelievable i just can't get over it.

[wounded1]

Hey drowning, I just wanted to let you know that a lot of us have been where you are, in one way or another.

A relationship without passion isn't fair to either person. And as far as the other man, you created a baby with him, you will never forget him, but the pain, hurt and rejection will fade with time.

Two of the most important things my Mom taught me in life: don't settle for less than you know you deserve and if you're not happy, fix it. Take control of your happiness, and realize that you deserve the whole nine yards; love, passion, trust, acceptance and friendship.

Feel free to message me any time you need to vent.

wounded1