[razeljenny]

I wanted to tell you that the relationship is going great. The man I am going with now is really caring. He tells me the truth right away, when he dosen't agree or wants me to know how he really sees it. I am so happy. I don't know if you remember me posting about breaking up after 9 years in a lenghtly sad kind of abusive relationship and than I dated for about one year and only recently did I meet and date someone that was worth it. We knew eachother from a support group for a year or so and had great understanding, respect and group love as well. This all worked for me when he was ready to date me and I was ready to date him. It sure has been worth the wait for a good relationship for me. I am so glad that the couple of men I liked but did not like enough, I knew about in my heart of hearts and honestly waited for someone who was truly right for me and did not impulsivly jump at those first couple of nibbles that I went through last year right after I was through with my nine year man. I just wanted you to know that it is worth saving yourself and your affections and waiting for extra long until the guy you truly like becomes available. I am so glad I waited this time . I am glad that I didn't go totally lesbian either. I almost went completly lesbian. I am bi-sexual and do really love girls also, but there "was" room in my heart, I had to believe in the Lord and he answered. But "truly" I do "Love girls" too, girls are always special to my heart and deserve to be. xoxoxo Love Razeljenny

[goldmaiden]

Sounds good.

I'm sorry that you were in a abusive relationship.

However, i don't see a problem in going out with people even if they're not THE ONE, until you meet the one.

[razeljenny]

Yea, "Going out with people that arent "The One" I am beginning to understand you. I think my head is full of cotton when it comes to lovey dovey feelings. I just found out that the new man Larry is not as "Great," as my lovey dovey feelings had me believe, so that does not mean he is rotten either, but that I need to get my head out of the cotton! I feel so sick today. I left there at 11 pm because I couln't sleep in his house. I was too mch wanting to be snuggled but not in the relationship even 2 wks. I am such a sopp, sayin I love you and want ya forvever, what abig sopp. Gee, atleast I am home on the net talking to saner women that care about me an not slobbering all over some guy!!!!! the truth is really hurting me sisters Help.......................... I need coffee and chocolate and to go to the gym and the library and do productive things and get my mind off of LOVE and affection, because it will kill OLD Robin Razel quite soon..........Help me, I am dying so so so so so fast. I am a crazy girl and hopeless too is the relationship going great or am I spinning out of control with wild affection?