[rigaschuckler]

The story might seem funny.But all of our personal stories are like that too.Last year i was in college.I had a room mate.He was an established 'flirt' and at that time because of boredom we used to flirt with unknown girls in FB.So one day after a party, in a half-drunk condition, i sent a message to a random girl i met there and she instantly replied.I was stunned as it was midnight and thought she was a 'better flirt'.I began chatting everyday and as my master, my room mate sometimes used to help me in turning her on by chatting from my account.At first she refused my proposals, said she don't like random strangers.But my friend forced her and at last she fell.She began calling me instantly and we would talk for hours from midnight to morning.But at first she didn't give those pics.She said she was looking beautiful and i found out she was not at all looking good.This made me angry as she could have told me that, and this cemented her image as ugly in my mind.I started avoiding here.Then she started the blackmailing part.everyday the suicide threat continued and don't think i was afraid about that.In fact it was a kind of sympathy i believe.As i fearfully or disdainfully believed that she loved me.But this was beyond the limits.If i said something like "I won't marry you' she would cry and threaten to die.As it was kind of unnatural relation i didn't know what to do.And my roommates tried to dissuade me too saying she might be a psycho so better stay away.
In fact felt sympathetic towards her.She didn't even look average, and according to one of my fashionable friend, her features were 'abnormal. but all of them admitted that she was smart.she i guess knew about my weaknesses and she wanted to get me.One day i switched off my phone and after many days later one of my friends called me to home saying this girl had been becoming insane and trying to come in to the city where i lived in.This made me really scary and realized she might be a 'psycho' something.Though i hate to term that word,i don't know about any other word.She contacted all of her FB friends and asked about all the possible routes to reach the place where i was.
I felt really scary as my family never would accept and i admit with shame i also didn't want to take that unnecessary risk too.Not because she was ugly, but i was afraid of her behavior.I tried to distance myself by every possible means but she became crazy day by day.Some-days i would get 700 missed calls if i failed to take the phone !!!!
I .finally got the final chance.One of my friend was in friends with her in FB and this girl didn’t know this guy was my friend too.As he was a 'real player' she fell in with him and played a 'double game ' with him.she said i was an 'interesting experience and was her current bf' but ' she had a relation with an awesome guy before but she only broke up because she felt bored" this made me intensely angry.With her ugliness she was this much clever too.She betrayed my sympathy's too.I rang up her and juts said good bye.Again blackmails like she was gonna die by writing my name.I said please do it.
Nothing happened.I don't have any contacts with her after that.But this is a scar in my mind.But you can say i have been so naive, it was just FB.Nope. it was a case of trust of sympathy and she so cleverly betrayed me, deceived me.Yes i was responsible for that i know.But sometimes anger comes to me .Like intense hate, like this girl becomes a figurine of the Satan.May be i'm thinking too much. i don't know.
But i hate her with the bottom of my heart still
I wont hate anybody like this

[lynn P.]

Martin Luther King was asked why he doesn't hate those who were prejudiced and he said "hatred is far too heavy a burden to carry." Another well known quote is "hanging onto to anger is like drinking poison, expecting the other one to die"......in other words it destroys you.

Without being overly critical - you didn't get involved with this woman with the best intentions and were focused having her send you pics. Then you were disappointed because she was "ugly. Seems like this young woman needed help. All you can do is learn how to have a healthy relationship and show good intentions for others.