[nycgal448]

i have had such a horrfic 3 mos, it's not getting better. I am tryin
to get over my ex, help my son, and lose my mother. My son
is 5yrs old, he is Autistic/ severe ADHD. He destroys everything .
he is mildly Autistic. I have been thru docs, Dfcs, his school. He
is also become violent. I am seeking for child psychologist.
We are not getting nearly enuff help. Docs are worthless,meds
are not working, been on several, my mother is emotionally
abusive to me; nasty names, everyday. She yells at me ALLL the
time... I am 38!!!! She is too aggressive for me.. seriously.
I am at witt's end. This morning she went off and calls me
a slob and a pig??? I have twisted fantasies of pain I could
put her thru, for every nasty, horrible name she ever called
me... Homicidal fantasies... just fantasies. I have soo much
built up anger, hate and rage for. I used to Go off, now I
have no emotion. I have my own probs, my son and my
illnesses. Lost my faith in God too. Thx.

[curley]

Hi NYCgal. I know this may not sound like much, but I have a friend whos son had severe autism. I say had because she put him on a very strict diet designed for children with autism. That and working with him on daily activities designed for these children has worked miracles. There are several places on Youtube that give instructions about these children and activities for them. You will notice a change, it may be slow but noticeable. As far as your mom, I assume you live with her? Wow difficult to ignore someone like that so sorry she is so insensitive to what you are going through. Can you stay in your room more! Is there some place you can spend more time with your son?
Do not lose your faith in God. I am always grateful to have a higher power. Something that is stronger then I am, Someone to listen!
Good luck to you