[AngstyLady]

(I don't mean to offend anyone, I just couldn't think of a better way to describe my feelings at the moment)
Anyways- I feel like there is something fundamentally wrong with me.
I don't know how to make friends anymore.
I have a limited mental and emotional capacity, and after its fill with my minimal friends, acquaintances, coworkers, etc, I simply am overloaded and can't add anyone new into my mind- like I probably am just retarded- probably have something to do with my cutting back on sugar and coffee-
I also think I was a bit 'psycho-social' when I used to smoke pot and my brain is still recovering. I'm more the quiet type and the people I was friendly with before are acting like I went crazy or something- I just feel like a ****ing failure in the social world. I've talked to therapists in the past about being diagnosed with being on the low end of the autistic spectrum but haven't. I don't know. I just suck.

[Stronger]

I know how you feel. I've always felt that if people were to grade you on your social abilities...I would be a big fat failure. It's so hard to get people to see beyond everything on the outside. But just remember that on the inside, it doesn't matter what they do or think or say, the only thing that really matters is that you know you are special no matter what.

[henrydavidtherobot]

When I'm depressed, my ability to do everything lowers and I feel dumb.