[RedBarchetta]

I thought this whole thing was a bad idea to begin with - now that has been proven!
I said right from the word go - I ABSOLUTELY DO NOT want anyone treating me any different in any situation than they did before starting to do anything, no drugs that will break anything else - or are controlled to the point that you have to actually see it when a urine sample is needed (I ABSOLUTELY refuse pain medication despite constant plea from everyone and hurting a lot because of that - nerve blocks are also out because that messes with other things functioning properly), and I definitely D NOT want to get involved with anything that is not going to be 100% confidential (for the eyes of those DIRECTLY treating me, NEVER police, weapons dealers, employers, exc. -and I mean not even any court-order from anywhere that could reverse that regardless of the case r situation). So, hat have I ended up with so far?

I'll tell you ---

A bunch of drugs I just put n the garbage because of breaking other things. Every time I end up in a hospital ER for any reason, acting like they think I am going to try to hurt myself (that causes me to immediately not care why I am there in the first place - I just want you to go away and leave me alone then - and WILL lie or downplay things to make that happen), while nothing that I can actually point to and say haw haw, I sure sems like local police know something, when those other drugs were regected, attempts to gave me something that someone figures you need to be watched like a hawk with (if it's that dangerous, I for sure don't want it, even if it is perfect otherwise), and wanting even more info, but will not guarantee that there is no situation where anyone other than doctors working for me will ever see it, so that is not going to happen.

Basically, anything that is going to cause problems with anything else, have me being watched any closer than I was before anything was done, take away any amount of privacy in any situation, or cause anyone t act any different towards me in any situation, and I want NOTHING to do with it!

NOW, if those few things can not be strictly followed, then forget it - just leave me alone in that case - it's way less stressful, and I really am more comfortable if I KNOW no one can possibly find out anything unless I tell them -and then if I do trust enough to tell it, it's no longer a true secret! - Well, then -

YOU ARE ALL FIRED!!!!!!

[Pikku Myy]

Hope you feel better soon

[RedBarchetta]

Basically, the MUSTS are - don't brake ANYTHING even if that will help, because to me, you didn't fix the problem, you broke something else. Can't stand being watched too close, so leave that as is (won't even do drug testing for employment because of that) - and I insist on 100% privacy in 100% of the situations - and if you make me pick help, or privacy - well don't ask, you won't like the answer. Hint: I WILL NOT go without the privacy!
If you can not do it so nothing is broke that wasn't before, and I have full privacy like if I never stepped foot in any phcs office, even in cases of arrest, weapons purchase, ecx (yes those are the situations I am going to look it, because that's where it's lost a lot of times, so I need guarantees that even then it's private and CAN NOT get out no matter what. And I DO NOT what anyones help if they can not do it just that way - just do nothing in that case - as hard as it is to belive - I really do care about privatecy WAY MORE than health or safety, health and safety go or the back burner - my privatecy if what I am going to pay the most attention to ALL the time, so either give it to me - or go away - it REALLY is that simple.

[shortandcute]

Exactly what is going on with you?

[RedBarchetta]

Originally Posted by shortandcute

Exactly what is going on with you?

Well anxiety has always been there....
And everybody else seems to think I have an unusually high expectation of privacy (example expecting any psych or health info to NEVER under ANY circumstances go anywhere other than those DIRECTLY treating me - and drug test I consider medical info - so if an employer, or anyone other than MY doctors ask - the answer is a flat out NO regardless of anything (it always has been).
Basic just of everything - if any info MIGHT get to someone that dose not absolutely need it and I WILL avoid doing what will create the info in the first place.
And sorry but cops are not ever going to treat anything medically - therefore, even if you are in jail at the time - they still have ABSOLUTELY NO right to any psych or medical info - not even what conditions, or medications - that ALWAYS stays with the ones treating you - and ONLY them - and you ALWAYS pick whom - and ALWAYS in a 100% private setting with no chance of anyone else finding out anything ever.
And it dose not end there - I have walked out on political events because of bag searches - I feel regardless of anything - no warrant means no search - and a "rubber stamped" warrant is by nature invalid - the point is for everything there to be on record, so if anything was done wrong - or someone can say they don't think it should have been issued in the first place - it can be proved - and therefore everything tossed out because of it (and I would say despite what - return it - you should not have seized it anyway)
Basically - I am just some guy the really wants his privacy - in all situations - and will (and dose) avoid things, do things in a more difficult manner, exc. all to ensure I have it..
I don't even carry a cell phone - because of the GPS in it - my though there is the law should make them put a hard switch to allow the user to shut off tracking by physically turning off the GPS circuit - but I know they what it mandatory that they are there and constantly on. The claim is that that is for stuff like 911 - well - I say it's really so the location of your phone could be found it any time, just by pinging it - and I know for a fact at least police do that all the time - again I would make it so that can not be done without a warrant - and the criteria for that - the guy is not just wanted for not paying parking tickets - something that could really physically hurt someone else - AND prove it's most likely the guy has it - not gave it to a girlfriend or something - if so once found - you don't ask how they got it - you want the guy - not the one with there phone!.
Well, this is getting long already - whole just - don't break nothing - and don't make me feel that I am being watched any closer, or anyone MIGHT know anymore than if I didn't get the treatment - or I just don't want to except it - and that is the end of that.