[ocdwoman27]

Hi all,

My boyfriend passed away last July 1 unexpectedly of a "catastrophic heart attack"_coroner's findings.

It happened on a Saturday morning and I found out that afternoon.

Enough time has past it doesn't hurt QUITE as much but then I lost my sweet Pug girl on 3/2 so that hurts MORE. She was my child! I'm wearing one of her rabies tags(heart shaped) and that helps some.

I don't feel I'm ready (if ever) for another relationship; he and I had kind of a special bond-both OCD! We helped each other out with coping strategies. His was much worse than mine. I admire how he had the strength to get up every day and be such a giving person. I know I'll never find anyone who was as caring, sweet, thoughtful and a gentleman as he was. He was also very spiritual and would have never had sex before marriage.

just venting,

OCD woman

[GYPSYEYES]

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My heart goes out to you

[Soidhonia]

Hello OCD.
It is okay to mourn someone it is human to feel loss and pain for someone that you have lost that you have loved. Try to take care of yourself PM if you wish. Soidhonia

[Wants2Fly]

How difficult and sad it is to lose both your bf and little dog in such a short period of time. It must hurt like the dickens.

(((((((((((((((OCDwoman)))))))))))))))))))))

There's also a grief and loss forum here. Give yourself time, OCD.