[gloamingone]

I feel so alone tonight. The man I love doesn't so deeply doesn't want to be with me long-term. And I'm stuck living in his apartment until I either get well enough to work again or win my disability case. I don't know how to stop wanting him while I'm living with him.

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[jelly-bean]

You are in a very difficult spot and it isn't going to get much better until you are out and on your own. Just try to stay out of his way and not see so much of him. Get out of the house and go to the library or the movies or anywhere that he isn't.

[gloamingone]

Originally Posted by jelly-bean

You are in a very difficult spot and it isn't going to get much better until you are out and on your own. Just try to stay out of his way and not see so much of him. Get out of the house and go to the library or the movies or anywhere that he isn't.

That's a really good idea. Thank you.

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Do you have family you can move in with ?
I am sorry your heart is broken , we are here for you if you need to talk

[gloamingone]

Originally Posted by Nature1968

Do you have family you can move in with ?
I am sorry your heart is broken , we are here for you if you need to talk

I wish I did. I don't have anyone anymore.

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That sucks , do you think he will help you find a place ?

[gloamingone]

Originally Posted by Nature1968

That sucks , do you think he will help you find a place ?

Unfortunately, no. I'm really stuck here. :-(

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Will he let you stay with him as a roommate ? When will you know if you won disability case.? It took me a few months for me to get it . But you don't get much to live on

[gloamingone]

Originally Posted by Nature1968

Will he let you stay with him as a roommate ? When will you know if you won disability case.? It took me a few months for me to get it . But you don't get much to live on

Yeah, he'll let me stay. But I can't heal if I'm living with him.

My disability hearing isn't until next summer some time. I'm on welfare right now, but that only pays $380 a month. God, I feel so trapped.

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[gloamingone]

I feel like there's only one way out of this situation, but I don't want to die.

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Death is not the answer , please don't think that , if you can try to save whatever you can with the welfare money until you have enough to find a small place .

Maybe a local church has something try asking them

[gloamingone]

Originally Posted by Nature1968

Death is not the answer , please don't think that , if you can try to save whatever you can with the welfare money until you have enough to find a small place .

Maybe a local church has something try asking them

I'll try calling churches tomorrow. I don't know what else to do. I'd rather live out of my car than live like this another day.

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The church should help you , if one dose not help you go to the next one until someone helps you .

I mean that is what they are supose to do help people in need . I would go there in person so they see that your a real person who needs real help . If you do it over the phone it might be harder for them to really listen ..ok

[gloamingone]

Originally Posted by Nature1968

The church should help you , if one dose not help you go to the next one until someone helps you .

I mean that is what they are supose to do help people in need . I would go there in person so they see that your a real person who needs real help . If you do it over the phone it might be harder for them to really listen ..ok

Ok. Thank you so much for the advice!

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Sleeping in the car is no safe and last thing you want is a ticket from the police

Your in my prayers . your welcome

[gloamingone]

Originally Posted by Nature1968

Sleeping in the car is no safe and last thing you want is a ticket from the police

Your in my prayers . your welcome

I had an idea last night while I wasn't sleeping. My parents and I have been estranged for the past year, but we're starting to communicate again. They travel eight months out of the year, and they'll be gone from Christmas through March. I'm going to ask them if I can live in their house while they are gone. They live in another town, so it will be hard with my kids and school, but it's a way to get out of this situation.

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That is a good idea ...

I would also ask your parents if they can help you find a place as well , How are you feeling today ? You know you can do this you grab that inner strength inside you , and really if you ask God for help he really dose , I am living proof God dose help .

[gloamingone]

I've asked my parents before to help me find a place to live, but they refused. It's frustrating, because they have so much money. I can't work because of my illnesses, but they don't really care about that. They just care about money. It's always been that way.

I pray to God to help me find a way out of this. I hope He answers.

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He will keep the faith

Maybe this time your parents will help you , tell them that you broke up with your b/f and you need a place for the kids and you .