Broken Engagement

Hi everyone, I had to take a break from forum for personal reasons. My boyfriend of 4 1/2 years, and fiancee' of 2 1/2 years broke our engagement. It is a long story how this came to be. I was devastated at first, but I am doing much better with it now. In fact he has been around a lot stating that he just wants to be friends. I am away at my Mom's right now and have thought things over and decided for many reasons to numerous to mention that I now think that this was really for the best. I had questioned my myself over the past year if I really felt it would be safe to marry this man and I knew in my heart of hearts that I had doubts. I have had 2 very bad marriages and divorces and wasn't sure I could ever stand not having the relationship work out if we got married. As my Mom said, "Be very glad that at least you weren't married" and you know what I think was Mom was very right.
Rainbow

Just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you.
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Deal with the difficult while it is still easy. Solve large problems when they are still small. Preventing large problems by taking small steps is easier the solving them. Therefore, the Tao person anticipates and lives wisely, by small actions accomplishing great things.--From the Tao Te Ching