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I had an emotionally exhausting day. It's because I don't like talking about my daughter who was aborted I was 18 then, but like I told him dating her and how it went down. Killed every single feeling and want to ever think about long term dating and kids eventually.

I am 21, but yeah I have time to grow. I just don't trust people ever on most things with me, but usually alot of friends don't know I don't trust them.

I just get sick of explaining myself over and over to receive validation.

He's going to help me be more effective in what to focus on asking girls who are more likely interested in hookups, maybe dating more or less depends by individual basis and circumstantial.

I have not gone through an abortion myself, but I can sympathize with how much pain the experienc must be like. For BOTH parents-to-be. Sometimes society tends to forget how much impact an abortion has on the father-to-be... I have read another post you wrote in which you said you had strong feelings for the girl who was going to have your baby before she decided to have the abortion. I have read your biography and your aspiration to become a music producer - that is AWESOME! Good for you!

I am a TOTAL stranger and I don't know you personally besides these posts you have made but I want you to know that I think highly of some of the things you wrote. Smile. There are people out there who care for you and you to live a healthy and happy life. You CAN do this!