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Sep 09, 2015, 01:08 AM
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I'm writing this post just to say hi and to see if anyone responds. To make a very long story short, I'm a 38yo Gothic guy from Maine living in New Mexico. I am a veteran of Bosnia and Iraq. I have major depressive disorder and I'm really feeling it tonight. The only one I can turn to is my abusive girlfriend and not even her because the reason for my depression is that I finally had to break contact with my soulmate, best friend, and the love of my life. I kept in contact with her even though we haven't seen each other in nearly 8 years, but she's married and finally said she didn't want to feel like she's being unfaithful to her husband by talking to me. So it's like a chapter of my life, the best chapter, is ending. I have no living relatives, my girlfriend has alienated all of my friends, even my little boy passed away when he was 3 months old. I am even having trouble trying to get alone time enough to post this. I can't even really embrace my Gothic lifestyle here and be myself, as it's not allowed here for many reasons.
Please no judgement. There is alot that I haven't posted, but that's the basics. Thank you for your patience and for reading this. Last edited by darkpurplesecrets; Sep 09, 2015 at 07:03 AM. Reason: added trigger code.... |
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Sep 09, 2015, 09:27 AM
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Hi. I don't have any advice or anything but I did read your post and just wanted to let you know I hope things get better. I'm sorry things are so down right now.
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Sep 09, 2015, 05:10 PM
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I read it too, welcome to PC, I hope you find the support and understanding you need here
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 DXD BP1, BPD & OCPD  "The best way to make it through with hearts and wrists in tact, is to realise, two out of three aint bad" FOB...
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Sep 09, 2015, 08:25 PM
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I'm so sorry that you're dealing with so much right now. I wish there was more we could do virtually to help out...
Have you considered counseling/therapy at all? Depression is hard, dealing with the losses that you've had is hard, and doing it all without a really good support system is really, really hard. I'm fairly isolated as well, and it just makes everything more painful, in my opinion... I can't promise a therapist will work wonders, but they seem to help a lot of people.  Hang in there, and I hope that things turn around for you soon, so that you have a reason to believe your best days are still to come.
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