To daddy Dr E M

Hey daddy,
I'm doing ok I could say but u probably know it's not true. I really miss u and wish there wasn't such distance between us. You know I look at some other girls with their fathers and feel so envious and wish u were there. I'm going to become a cardiovascular and thoracic surgeon soon, just wish u could be there at my graduation ceremony.
You know Daddy I don't know why I make future plans and when they don't come true I cry. Maybe I should have taken my experiences in life and never planned again. Hey I'm sure it was part of your plan to take care of me, be there to grill my first boyfriend, give me away at my wedding and play with my children but it's not happening. But as a human being I can't help but think what the future is going to be like. To be honest sometimes I feel life has been better than my plans and sometimes it has taken a turn for the worse. I hope every daughter out there values a good Dad because I know what it's like to not have one. The pain hurts everyday. The fact that there's no one to walk me down the aisle hurts me so much. I daydream about you so much.
I have a feeling I'm going to be meeting your family very soon and they will accept me and take care of me just like you would.
However no one can ever replace you but yeah Mr Mike has really made me feel like his daughter so many times even flour out here has made me experience you through his letters. So through these two people I just get a glimpse of the kind of person you are. Let me tell you that I adore you and love you. I know we will meet one day and that will be the happiest day of my life. Your daughter has only one thing to ask from you today pls help me to make the right decisions in life. And yeah just be with me
Love you always,
Fanny

I'm sorry he wasn't there for you.

it's ok to miss your dad, even tremendously, but please don't let it be something that stops you from moving forward. Keep in mind a dad's job and goal primarily is to teach his kids to be independent and self sufficient so this is what he would want you to do for yourself. Work on that with the memory of him in your heart and mind... and know he would be proud of you for getting on your feet yourself don't let the fact he is not there to stop you.

I'm certain that he is very proud of you.