[Jenn1fer82]

I had just met someone and we totatlly enjoy each other's company. If he had it his way we would be together night and day and actualy be together and forget the whole causal dating thing. He adores me and tells me that if things don't work some how that he would still want to meet someone in the future that has the same qualities like mine. One of the only thing that is making me so hesitate to jump into a relationship is because of my health. I carry a full load of baggage and well I just can't get let down and become some else's burden. I have seizures and I use my city's special transportation to help me get around town. There was one time that I was so scared that he would me catch the bus that I have to take to school every morning that I didn't even go to school. I stayed home and made an excuse to spend the day with him instead. Its not only this health concern thats on my mind but I also have the hpv virus. This is the virus that is only harmful to myself and can cause cervical canerous cells in my body. It doesn't do anything to the male body but he may be can but not always become in contact with the virus and be a carrier. Sometimes I think I'm going have to be alone for the rest of my life because my life is so complicated and that my baggage is such an overload for anyone to comprehend and easily for anyone to judge.

[Direction]

I'm not sure what words to say...wanted you to know that I read your post...and understand how difficult of situation you feel you are in...

[Wants2Fly]

Hello Jennifer -- I, too, wanted to let you know that I read your post and acknowledge the difficult situation you are in. I think sooner is better when it comes to telling the truth.

I know someone who has epileptic seizures, takes the bus, and it hasn't stopped her from being in a lt relationship. Because he can become a carrier, it would seem safe sex practices can solve that.

[UCLAFan]

Hi i to have Epilepsy and take public transportation. I feel ashamed also. I hide the fact i don't have a car to most folks. I'm not sure what to do. Bercause i'm having similar issues. If u have AIM you can contact me at shan12stoneslove or on Yahoo-buscahstadiumbleacherbum.At times i think i'm the only one going through this.Just wanted let u know u are not alone. I'd love to be able to drive.