[black-roses]

What will it take for boys to stop trying to communicate with me unless i know you and you are my friend please **** a Rhino in hell. Its legit starting to piss me the **** off...

I honestly have no idea why it angers me so much but I really like my space and don't take it very kindly when new people get in my face and space etc. Like that is not okay for me. Any guy that wants to talk to me is like a boundary invasion and it pisses me off honestly no man should be communicating with me but my father. I really don't like it and feel like stabbing them in the face with a knife you could say I am a psycho but it is honestly how I feel about it. Just don't talk to me and I won't feel angered believe me I am doing this more for your sake not mine because when I snap that is not a good look I really don't want to hurt anyone so it's just better to leave me the **** alone for your sake.

[cincidak]

Hi black Rose's. I don't know if you are taking medications. I take two antipsychotics for my mania, and it has really brought my anger, and irritability under control. I used to fly into a rage over the most inconsequential things. And road rage was really bad. Now I'm peaceful, calm, and happy. Mindfulness meditation also helps for me. You are not going to be able to avoid men forever. I don't know how old you are, but you said boys not men so I'm assuming you are young. If so talk to your parents, or your therapist, or psychiatrist about this problem. I don't think it is something you can just try to deal with on your own. And you shouldn't have to feel stressed this way.Not when medication can help. God bless. My prayers are with you.

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The rage you are continually feeling about many different things seems to be a growing issue. I don't know if you are in offline therapy, but if not, I strongly suggest looking into it as talking to a professional may help you to navigate these thoughts. They tend to grow and become more self-destructive when you try to deal with them on your own.

I agree with the previous commenter; you can't avoid men forever. They are talking you you because you are an attractive, young, adult female and they want to get to know you. There is no harm or crime in that, and how are they to know how angry and standoffish you are inside? They are only doing what is generally considered normal. If you don't want to talk to them, politely decline. But it is not inherently their fault you are angry inside.

[black-roses]

I do go therapy but she only knows of my anxiety about men she doesn't know about all the rage feelings I feel like I show her a different version of myself and I vent the truth on here not matter if it is in person I just can't help but hide my true emotions because I don't want to appear like a nasty and horrible person for feeling this way

[cincidak]

You need to tell your therapist. You are not a bad person. These feelings have nothing to do with your charater, and everything to do with chemical imbalances in your body. That's why medication, and therapy is key. Please tell you.therapist before this becomes even worse. You should not have to go through life feeling this way, and you don't have too.

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[Eve1989]

I can definitely relate to your anger, except mine happens for no reason over random things. I know it is hard to control and manage and wish I could help

[divine1966]

You previously said you aren't taking your Meds because you sleep too late or something. Please call your doctor and ask when is the best time to take your Meds and take them daily as prescribed

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[black-roses]

I have been taking them everyday since that happened because I realize that reaction aint worth it and my family actually enjoys my company when I am not acting crazy and putting candles everywhere...