[black-roses]

I really hate that I didn't have brothers to play fight and be my best friend and protector I feel like there is a hole missing even though I am older now. I have never been that close to any boy or a man before and I feel like if I had a brother I could have finally had the chance to be loved and truly understood by a man it makes me feel so sad because I always feel like I will never understand boys and always be hating them because I am confused about them.

[Talthybius]

Feel the same about sisters.

I have this suspicion that it makes a lot of things easier as your forming years are so important.

I am really convinced that there must be beneficial factors to having a brother and a sister compared to having one brother when male or having one sister when female.

There must be research on this. But I never heard anyone mention it.

[edit]

These are a few possible links to possible papers:
http://www.nursingschools.net/blog/2...bout-siblings/

I doubt most of these are really solidly established. But they are the type of thing I am interested in.

I guess even more importantly is being an only child or not having two parents.

[NewCommer]

Ok, let's make things clear.

I've been following a few of your posts and let me tell you. Everything is so confusing.

Do you like men or not? Before, you said you had romantic feelings towards a friend of yours.

Please, don't take anything i say wrong. I'm really trying to help around, but the way you say and do things are quite dangerous.
I didn't read the whole last thread, but i assume you did some webcaming. See where am i going?
Don't be so destructive to yourself. If i may guess, you have never been in a relationship, or at least, not a fulfilling one. You don't need these things to be happy, and we (men) can sense it when a woman either looks for a guy for mere interest or for the sake of finding a guy.

Roses, please work on yourself. Self esteem, security, studies, friendships, social skills, etc. This world is getting tougher everyday, and if you continue walking this path, someone might actually take a huge advantage to you (i hope not of course)
Please be safe and work on yourself.

[black-roses]

Originally Posted by NewCommer

Ok, let's make things clear.

I've been following a few of your posts and let me tell you. Everything is so confusing.

Do you like men or not? Before, you said you had romantic feelings towards a friend of yours.

Please, don't take anything i say wrong. I'm really trying to help around, but the way you say and do things are quite dangerous.
I didn't read the whole last thread, but i assume you did some webcaming. See where am i going?
Don't be so destructive to yourself. If i may guess, you have never been in a relationship, or at least, not a fulfilling one. You don't need these things to be happy, and we (men) can sense it when a woman either looks for a guy for mere interest or for the sake of finding a guy.

Roses, please work on yourself. Self esteem, security, studies, friendships, social skills, etc. This world is getting tougher everyday, and if you continue walking this path, someone might actually take a huge advantage to you (i hope not of course)
Please be safe and work on yourself.

To be honest it was all about me being unable to deal with boredom so I do self destructive things.

[NewCommer]

Originally Posted by black-roses

To be honest it was all about me being unable to deal with boredom so I do self destructive things.

And do you realize how bad can that be?
This sort of things can affect your self confidence, you look only to the bad things happening around you and, even though you may look for help, it doesn't look you're actually trying to make a change, but rather just share your situations, which is fine. But you really need to work on yourself to see the change